p11 I look into the gleaming water.
I see myself,
The jerk who hasn't changed.

My heart is heavy,
guilt surronds me.
I try to put the past behind me.
But I can't.

I look into the gleaming water.
I see myself,
The boy who couldn't protect his brother.

He no longer needs me.
He has grown.
He can protect himself now.
He no longer needs me.

I look into the gleaming water.
I see myself.
The kid with no purpose.

Maybe I should rid the world of me,
The worthless person I am.
No. I promised I would return.
So I must survive.