Title and summary should explain it pretty well. Rated M because i felt like it (and DUH it says fuck like every 5 words!) I'll probably write more. If I dont too bad! If you flame prepare for a huge fucking letter!

Tell me why! WHY! Why the fuck do people toy with me? Am I some cheap entertainment to them? I wish I could fucking disappear!

He acts like he cares, BULL SHIT! Nobody gives a fuck! All I am is a pain! All I am is a burden!

I don't deserve death! I deserve to suffer for what I have done! All that happens to people around me is pain! That's all they get! I'm fucking sick of it! I just wanna run away from it!

I'm leaving! Fuck it all!