Title: Daydream
Author: jen_rose4ever
Fandom: Glee
Genre: Romance/Fantasy
Pairing: Kurt/Finn
Word Count: 714
Rating/Warnings: NC-17/R Glimpse of graphic boy-on-boy sex.
Disclaimer: If I owned Glee, there would be lots of boy-on-boy sex! [: I do not own the song!
Summary: "I loved him more than any of the girls I had been with."
I could have been the one you noticed
I could have been all over you
I could have been like all the others
Is that what I'm supposed to do?
It would have been really stupid
If I would have went out with you
To give you everything you wanted
It would have been way too soon
Before Kurt and I became brothers, I knew that he loved me and wanted to spend every moment he could around me. I thought that it was creepy that the Gay Kid wanted me. I was straight for Cheesus' sake! Or so I thought…
I try to be sensitive
I try to be tough
I try to walk away
I try to be innocent
I try to be rough
But I just wanna play
After the whole Faggy-gate in Kurt's basement and seeing the hurt on Kurt's face, I guess I started thinking about his different moods. I noticed that he always put on an "I'm-superior-to-you" front that almost never cracked at school. At home, though, I guess you could say that his front completely fell when he was alone. It was after Burt had a heart attack that I began to see Kurt's front falter a little more at school. That's when the dreams started…
You're my daydream, you know that
I've been thinking about you, lately
And every time I look at you
I can't explain, I feel insane
I can't get away
You're my daydream
I started daydreaming about him. I didn't know where the feelings for him came from, but I was a little freaked since I honestly had never thought I would ever have feelings for a guy. After a while though, my daydreams invaded my mind during the school day and especially during glee.
If I tell you what I'm thinking
And I let myself trust you
Can you give me what I'm missing?
Can you make my dreams come true?
So, after a particularly explicit wet dream that involved Kurt's dick in my ass and a pair of handcuffs, I knew I had to tell him how I felt. The only problem was that I knew for a fact that he was trying to get over me. Well, I couldn't blame him especially after the way I treated him, he deserved better.
You're my daydream, you know that
I've been thinking about you, lately
And every time I look at you
I can't explain, I feel insane
I can't get away
You're my daydream
It was after glee, the week before Regionals, that I decided to tell him. I asked him if I could talk to him in private. So, we sat in the choir room and talked. I told him everything that I had been feeling for the past several months. When he didn't respond (react? I'm not sure), I assumed the worst and said that I understood.
"I had no idea," Kurt said. "That you felt that way."
He pulled my head down and kissed me.
I've always wanted someone
I've been waiting so long
Could you be that someone?
Are you my, you my, you're my
"You have no idea," he said, breaking the kiss. "How long I've wanted to do that."
Our second kiss was me pulling him into it and giving it my all.
You're my daydream, you know that
I've been thinking about you, lately
And every time I look at you
I can't explain, I feel insane
I can't get away
You're my daydream
If I had to say what day totally changed my life, it would be that day. That day, I not only loved someone, but they loved me just as much, if not more. Kurt was my daydream boy. I loved him more than any of the girls I had been with. I guess that means that me and Kurt were meant to be.
You're my daydream
You're making me insane
You're my daydream
You're doing it again
You're my daydream
You're making me insane
You're my daydream
You're doing it again
Everyday we fall in love with each other all over again. It's a daydream that the both of us never want to end. We drive each other crazy, but in the end we're in love no matter