she doesn't know what to do.
tears falling
lights flashing
voices screaming
she's in the middle of an ocean without her anchor.
because he was her anchor –
the one who kept her standing when everything around her was breaking –
the one who breathed life back into her when she couldn't see the way out –
the one who loved her unconditionally when she needed it most.
and without him
to love her always –
to follow her everywhere –
to be the one who would always be there no matter what –
she's falling into darkness.
she's breaking into a hundred pieces.
she's drowning.