Gone
I had watched
As he suffered
In that
Hospital bed.
It was too mcuh to bear.
I was losing the only person
Valueable, precious
To me
Out of this whole
Fucked up world
There had been only been
One person worth living for.
And when he is gone,
What then?
What do I have
To live for?
What do I have to stand for?
I feel as if my legs
Are going to give in
From the pressure of my heart.
Johnny,
I'm not like Pony or Darry
Who have things going from them through hard work
Or people to keep them sane.
I only had you.
Already, I could feel
My mind, slowly,
Decaying.
I'm sorry
But I can't do it.
I'm sorry.
I'll see you soon.
Once I am gone
From this world
I'll see you
In another.
Wait for me.
It won't be long
Until I'm
Gone.
