Ok well erm... this is new Sherlock and John. i love them to bits and thought why not start writing it. but i can't take all the credit TOMATOESONSTRINGS she is amazing! she's the one that got me addicted to Johnlock in the first place so go to her sight as well!

My Apology

To their surprise Mycroft had invited Sherlock and John to dinner, much to Johns surprise Sherlock said yes. He soon regretted agreeing to go with him. Only three hours into the meal, John asked to leave. Sherlock came up with and excuse that only he would understand, Mycroft simply agreed and went back to talking to other 'important' people. They both glad to leave the expensive restaurant were Sherlock knew they were only there for show, they both headed home. Once home, John threw his coat onto the chair and looked out the window.

"Your brother really pisses me off sometimes,"

"I've learnt to live with him like that," Sherlock picked Johns coat up and hung it with his own.

"How could you deal with him day in day out? Insulting you every five seconds. You have no idea how much I wanted to punch your brother,"

"Please do, that would be entertaining,"

"I wish I could, but he's family to you and besides the paper work and the consequences after it would not be worth it. Still I would like a miracle to happen, something along the lines of an apology,"

"Well then you really are going to need a miracle, so I apologise on behalf of my brother John,"

"Thanks Sherlock, but I'm still pissed off," John starred out the window mumbling to himself, Sherlock obviously knew it was about his brother. It didn't bother him due to them not being that close.

"John is there any way you can release or make these emotions go away quickly we really need to get back to the case we're on,"

"No Sherlock, I don't think there is anything right about now," Sherlock walked up behind john smiling.

"John I think I can help you relax,"

"Sherlock I really don..." as John turned around he was cut off by Sherlocks lips meeting his own. John stood there in utter shock that Sherlock Holmes was kissing him, when his mind finally caught up he pushed him away. "Sherlock! What the bloody hell was that!"

"I was helping you relax,"

"By kissing me!"

"You seemed to like it...a lot, besides I've know you've had feelings for me for a while now,"

"Are you being funny? You kissed me Sherlock! I didn't like it!"

"Well you didn't push me off straight away did you?"

John went to reply but closed his mouth. Sherlock knew he liked it. His face eventually went slightly red.

"Feel relaxed?"

"...what...n...no! You bloody kissed me Sher..." John found himself pinned to a wall.

"I can kiss you again if it helps you," Sherlock had his mouth to John ear making him shiver. John became speechless. He opened his mouth but words never came out of it. Sherlock took this opportunity and kissed John again forcing his tongue into Johns mouth. At first he resisted but John couldn't help but enjoy the sensation he was experiencing. Soon Johns hands fell to Sherlocks sides and moaned slightly as the detective explored his mouth before pulling away to catch his breath.

"Judging from the moan I heard, you seem a lot more relaxed now," Sherlock licked his lips.

"I...uh..yeah...since when did you have feelings for me.?"

"I don't know the exact date but a while," Sherlock looked to John with lustful eyes before moving forward slightly.

"What are yo...Ah!" Sherlock had lifted his leg to Johns crotch making him moan loudly. *Sherlock..." he began to massage Johns now bulging member.

"Do you really think I would just kiss you?" John saw Sherlock smile, he'd never seen Sherlock like this but he was loving every second of it. Sherlock lifted his knee up more, gaining more moans from John.

"Shit..." John let his head drop.

"Can I kiss you again?" Sherlock just got a nod, but that was all he needed. He kissed John hungrily forcing his tongue in exploring every inch of Johns mouth. John slowly moved his hands up to Sherlocks neck. Nothing was going to stop Sherlock now. He raised his hands to the top of johns shirt and started removing that tie that really didn't suit John at all before undoing the two top buttons. He trailed kisses down, biting it every now and then. More moans escaped Johns mouth and he moved his head back to the wall, By now Sherlock had unbuttoned both Johns jacket and shirt and within a few second they lay in a pile on the floor. Sherlock wasted no time and dipped his head to suck Johns left nipple.

"Oh...oh God..." this was complete bliss for John. He went to undo Sherlocks own jacket.

"Oh no John. I'm in control here not you," somehow unknown to John, Sherlock had got them onto the floor with him onto. Sherlock took Johns right nipple into his mouth and more moans escaped Johns, making Sherlock wanting to do more to the man below him, his hand slowly unzipped Johns trousers.

"Sherlock are you ah!" John slammed his head to the floor as his member was grasped firmly by the detective. Sherlock smiled and began to pump Johns member under his boxers. His speed increased quickly but John still shouted for him to go faster, which of course, Sherlock complied to. John gripped onto the carpet and Sherlock saw and felt the pre cum seep into the boxers and on his hand. "Are we eager captain?" Sherlock squeezed Johns member and was rewarded with moans and more pre-cum. "Do you want to come captain? Do you want to cover my hand?" his voice was dangerously calm and John loved it.

"Yes Sherlock...oh God yes I want to so badly," John bucked his hips upwards.

"Then come for me captain," Sherlock had a smug look on his face as he squeezed Johns erection harder than before.

"Ah...Ahh...Ah! SHERLOCK!" John released in Sherlocks hand, covering it and most of his boxers. He slumped, his whole body relaxing, breathing frantically.

"Are you relaxed now?" Sherlock removed his hand and lent over John kissing him.

"Yes...very..." John smiles as he kissed Sherlock back. "Maybe I should be stressed more often," Sherlock laughed before looking up and his smile fades, this made John curious and john looked up too going just as red as Sherlock. To their embarrassment Mrs Hudson was at the door.

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