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Chapter one:
Ginny walked to the conmen room. Her back was slouched and her eyes were bloodshot. She smiled grimly to see the conmen room empty.
She wasn't surprised. With a party like that, who would stick around? Who would comfort Ginny? Not even Hermione was there.
Ginny trudged up the stairs. Her feet felt like lead weights and her head felt like it was filled with sand. She pushed open the door to the girls room. It too was empty.
Ginny fell on her bed and sighed. She was probably the only person who wasn't a teacher in the castle. And she would be out with the others, if it weren't for him.
The one boy she thought she could hang onto. The one who she thought would hold her forever. Not latch onto some other girl's body. He probably didn't think she would she him. But it was the way he looked into that common slut's eyes. The way he caressed her body.
That was Ginny just the day before. He had looked into her eyes. Those bloody eyes! How they had entranced her, and then killed her.
Why would he do it? Was she really that boring? No! It was his fault. He couldn't hang on to what he had. Couldn't run. She was to fast for him.
No. She wasn't easy enough for him. She didn't just give in. Give in like that new girl probably was doing right now. Right as she lay there.
But he wasn't like that. Was he? No, he was the loveble one. The good boy. The favorite. He wasn't as bad as Ginny was leading herself to think.
She would wake up and this would all have been the result of too much alcohol. She would run into his arms and he would shower her with kisses.
Fat chance.
She had felt that hurt. She had felt the pain. It was real. There was no denying that. So she shouldn't even try.
But now what would she do? Would she let him come back? Or would she become the Ice Queen and banish him from her land of coldness. Ginny went with the Ice Queen.
Hermione would try to make her take him back. If she had to, the Ice Queen would banish her too.
And then her brother. He would say, "I told you to wait! I told you that you would get hurt." He would scream. But wasn't it his idea that they should give it a go?
No. it was her mother.
It was her who started this. She let her daughter get bamboozled. No one saw the other side. The side she had only seen once. Tonight.
She wanted to do something that would hurt him. That would shock everyone.
No she didn't. It wasn't her nature to seek evil revenge.
It wasn't his nature to cheat. He cheated and went against what he stands for. You wont sink to that level.
You'll wake up tomorrow and tell him its over and move on. You'll show him it doesn't hurt you.
And then go into the bathroom and cry.
It will hurt to see him with her. But you'll suck it up and don't let anyone see any thing.
He always wanted her. Not you. But you always wanted him. Now that's truth for you.
Don't deny it.
You silly little girl. You were pathetic. Now you will rise. You will show him that you will not be moved by his lack of affection.
For you at least. Not for that…
Go on say it.
Not for that Chang girl.
It hurts to say it but you will say it till you bleed! You will not be changed by her.
And you will say his name.
"N-n-no." says Ginny shakily to herself
Say it. Go on. This is the first step
Say it.
"H-h-ha-Harry." She's crying.
Not like a sniveling twat!
"Harry."