This is what I had in mind for the Sekaiichi Hastukoi genderbent.

I own nothing, everything belongs to Nakamura-sensei.

ITS AN AU!

fem!Ristu's name is Rika because it was the most popular choice.


Five years ago, I confessed to someone I thought I loved. He was a senpai I knew from long ago.

It was by accident of course, mainly because after three years of watching him from afar we happened to meet when we were both reaching for the same book. The words just spilled out. I couldn't believe it myself, I thought he would just give me a weird look and laugh at me because let's face, he never saw me before. I was just a stranger.

But instead he gave me a pat on the head and simply said.

'I don't mind.'

We started going out, I was happy. I thought I could be happy for the rest of my life because I had Saga by my side.

At least, that's what I thought.

He betrayed me. Broke my heart in two as he laughed.

I ran away soon after.

I thought I could erase his face from my mind after going to England to finish school and maybe find happiness somewhere else.

But that didn't happen.

I found happiness in another way.

Saga may have broken my heart but I now have someone who will never betray me.

My precious daughter, Mika.

She may look like him but she will never be him.

He doesn't know about her, he had his chance but he blew it.

I raised her all by myself for five long years (with the help of my father of course) but now it was time for me to start a job I have applied for after leaving my father's company. The hours won't agree with me but the pay is good.

I, Rika Onodera, age 20, will have new career in editing. I have no interest in romance. All I need is my home, my job and of course my precious child.

Nothing will get in my way.


Originally, it was much darker. Originally, Rika was forced by her mother to terminate the pregnancy which would lead to Rika developing a psychological condition known as Post Abortion Trauma but I got sick just writing it so I decided to change it to this instead.

I will come back to wring my genderbents but right now I need to take some time to myself after that very devastating review.