A/N: I had this idea floating around since Dean made that deal with the demon to save Sam's life. Though I've been wanting to write a Super Natural Fan fiction for a while now. So here's the story let me know what you think about it.

Disclaimer: I in no way own anything or person in Super Natural.

A Parent's Choice

Those hands that felt like silk.

Those eyes that could see deep down in his soul.

That smile that could melt his heart even when he was so pissed he saw red.

That soft voice that could be so loud even when it was just a whisper.

Dean sighed deeply. He could be with every woman in the world and still none would feel like she did. None would sound like her. None were her. He had seen Her in two months and still she haunted his thoughts He'd known her since her and Sam were kids. She came over to the house plenty of times. She would sometimes stay the night though Sam slept on the floor and let her have his bed they were inseparable

Then she just took off without any word. Sam went to college and Dean well Dean went hunting with their father. No one knew what happened to her until about two months ago. Her name is Nova Santiego. Two months ago she called Dean not Sam, but Dean out of the blue said she was in trouble and specifically said not to tell Sam so Dean made an excuse about getting a lead on the colt. She was being stalked by a demon he got rid of it for her and the two ended up talking about her coming back with him. She ultimately declined the offer, but said she'd call Sam before Dean got back to him. He smiled to his self as he remembered how she looked when he left her sleeping.

"Dean?" Sam shoved his arm, but no response so he hit him a little harder" Dean?!"

"Yeah, I heard you Sammy a Succubus eating the hearts of women." he blurted out the last thing they'd been talking about which was a crazy Succubus who ate the heart of the women that the men she seduced were in love with.

"Um, no I said Nova called me this morning said she wanted to meet up with us." Sam said giving Dean an odd look

"Yeah I heard that to I just thought you were going to go on about the Succubus." Dean tried to cover, but Sam knew better.

"Yeah only you would say something like that. Look, I know it's getting to you that your times almost up, but come on Dean we've gotta stay focused here." Sam said guilt gripping his gut like an iron fist at the thought that Dean was in this mess because of him.

"I know I act all hard ass and like it doesn't matter, but the truth is I'm going to die without ever knowing what it's like to really live." Dean said uncomfortable at admitting this mushy crap out loud.

"So, what do you want to do before..." He said trying to help Dean as well as his self

"I want to find away to get this deal undone. I want to travel across the world. I want to see every demon, baddy out there be put where they belong." he paused as he considered his next words." I want to fall in love. I want a family of my own." he shrugged feeling oddly comforting at having said it out loud.

"This is really getting to you isn't it?" Sam questioned as he looked at Dean

"Okay I just pour my heart out to you and that's all you can say. Thanks Sammy I really appreciate the understanding." Dean rolled his eyes as they pulled up at Bobby's house.

"Dean everything's going to work out." Sam said as Dean shook his head

"Hey when did Bobby get a black convertible BMW?" Dean questioned

"I don't know." Sam said as he saw the flicker of hope in Dean's eyes." What?"

"Bella she's here maybe she has the colt." Dean said as he looked over toward the front of Bobby's house

"Do you really think she had a change of heart and brought it back?" Sam questioned

"That's the thing Sam she doesn't have a heart." Dean said as they walked up to the door.

"Dean knock it's Bobby's house after all." Sam said just as Dean was about to open the door.

"Sammy really?" Dean questioned and Sam nodded. With a sigh Dean knock the door opened and he cast a glance at Sam.

They carefully walked in and scanned the room for any sign of a struggle or Bobby anywhere. They hear Bobby... laughing? Dean looked at Sam with his brow raised as he lowered his gun. Then they heard a female giggle. They both knew that giggle. It had to be Nova. Then they heard whispers, but Dean couldn't make out what was being said. His heart nearly jumped out of his chest once he realized she was here.

"Dean. Sam come on in you two know Nova here right?" Bobby questioned as he saw the boys who cautiously walked in the kitchen.

"Um, yeah I haven't seen you since we were kids though." Sam said as Nova got up and hugged him tightly.

"God, Sammy I've missed you so much. Didn't Dean tell you what had happened?" she questioned softly

"Um, no." Sam said as he eyed his older brother

"She begged me not to say a word to you." Dean said flatly as he sat down at the table.

"Why would you do that?" Sam asked curiously

"Because I didn't want you to get hurt trying to help me." she said" I was being stalked by a demon two months ago I called Dean he came and helped me get rid of it. He wanted me to come with him, but I couldn't. I called you and said we should met up." she shrugged as she went to sit down" Here we are."

"Yes, here we are." Sam said as he gave Dean the evil eye.

"I know where the colt is." she blurted out sensing the tension in the room.

"You do? Where?" Dean and Sam asked together then eyed each other.

"I have it." she said smugly.