This is my first story (eek!). Please R&R and give me any tips on what I can do next time. Thanks!
Maybe there is a tiny chance between us. Just a slim chance. We're not that different. I mean we're both loyal and good-hearted and focused completely on what we do best. In my case fighting the Cyclonians and protecting the Atmos while she conducts plans and experiments with crystals.
Every time I see her, my heart beats at least twice its normal rate, I swear I go as red as my hair if not redder! The way her eyes sparkle and skin glows in the setting sun, she's so unique. Her beauty radiates off of her in waves of gloriousness, she's oblivious to what she is doing to me.
I wish he knew how I felt. It would take a load of my mind. But every time I try and tell him, something important whisks him away. Its like the universe doesn't want this to happen. I don't blame him though, he is a Sky Knight after all but that just makes it all the more difficult.
I dream of him at night, with his scruffy red hair which I adore so much, and his emerald eyes glistening as he tells me the words I long so very much to hear. He would hold me close and we would stay like that for what seemed forever, then he would sweep me off my feet and passionately take my lips with his, claiming them as his own. But, then the cruel world would stir me from my peaceful slumber and wake me to the harsh reality; he would never love me, he would never sweep me off of my feet, we would never take me and kiss me like that. I would cry into my pillow, facing the truth. It hurt so bad.
I long to tell her how I truly feel, how I have truly felt for the past few years. Every time I get close to even bringing up something related to the subject, I see those amber eyes and the realisation hits me. I stutter and mumble something about skimmers or something like that and walk off. It breaks my heart everyday to think that something like this would never happen.
I mean, she'd never fall in love with someone like me. My hairs always a mess, I'm always on missions and….well….it's impossible. She probably doesn't have a clue about it.
In my sleep, I see those eyes staring into my soul, I feel her hands around my waist, I feel the passion when her lips brush against mine. But it's only a dream, and dreams hardly ever come true. I would tell that to myself over and over again but, every time I do so, my love for her just grows and grows. I want to be the person that's always there for her, when she needs a shoulder to cry on, when she wants to have some company, when she needs a friend by her side. I want to be there, I need to be there. I can't live without her. I would die for her, I would do the impossible for her, I would conquer the universe for her.
If only she knew, if only.
I feel so horrible, he deserves to know, yet I cannot seem no summon up the courage to tell him. It's so simple, but so hard. If my legs turn to jelly every time I hear his name, I don't know how I would face him to tell him that I love him.
I have to get my mind straight. Like he'd ever love me. Look at me! I'm not in the slightest bit pretty, my hair is horrible and my eyes are so weird. I need him to survive though, I'd suffer without him. I just want to snuggle into his chest, hear his heartbeat and know that he loves me. I want to look into those eyes, those beautiful emerald eyes, and know he feels the same way that I do.
But every day, that thought seems to go further and further away, soon to be out of reach. Why can't it go my way? I just want him. I want to wake and feel the blissful feeling of knowing that he is mine. I would be so lucky.
If only he knew, if only.