In this very moment all I could think about is how it would be if my life was different. If I had grown up in a more lax pureblood family. I don't think I even really care about pureblood ideals. I could just breeze by school, pick my own career instead of the ministry job lined up for me. If I grew up differently I wouldn't have to fight on the wrong side of this war. I would not be standing here in front of one of the greatest wizards of all time trying to save my mother and I's life by taking his.