A/N;

Hey guys, how are you all on this fabulous day/night/evening/morning/idk?

Song: Dear My Closest Friend- by Flyleaf

Dear My Closest Friend;

I'm writing because, I miss you so much.

Dan began to write, his hand shaking as he held the black pen. He roughly wiped the tears from his cheeks, sniffing as he did so.

At night I'd always cry,

The younger of what used to be 'Phan' scribbled down on the page, a mix of emotions inside of him.

The stillness still reminds me of, when we first fell in love,

Dan smiled slightly at the memory. He remembered when he fell in love with Phil.
The two pairs of eyes met as they sat on the bathroom floor, both frozen at what Dan had just done. But neither could deny that they didn't like it.

I miss that so much.

Dan felt like his heart was being ripped out of his chest.

Dear my closest friend;

Dan wrote again, biting down on his dry bottom lip.

I remember when, you asked me to stay,

Phil held onto Dan's hand as he stood up, holding onto him desperately. The pale boy's face stained with tears. Stay, please... he had said, his blue eyes pleading.

And I just walked away.

I can't, the tanned boy had said emotionless. Truth was, he couldn't bare to sleep in the same bed as the boy he was in love with, afraid he'd do something stupid. And with that, the brown haired boy walked away. Leaving Phil on his bed to cry his heart out. All Phil needed was a friend that night. Not any friend... He needed Dan.

I apologise.

Dan refused to let anymore tears fall. But they did.

I hope my letters sent.

Phil never replied to Dan's letters. He never could.

I lost that moment

Dan closed his eyes as he bawled his eyes out for the next five minutes.

Seconds at a time, I wait for your answer

Dan knew Phil would never answer. He just hoped that there would be a letter in his mailbox from Phil. His hopes were always crushed.

But I already know,

Dan took in a deep breath as he began to end the letter.

Your hand was always mine

Dan and Phil talked constantly about getting married. They knew that they'd last. Neither of the two boy's knew that there'd be an accident.

Dear my closest friend;
I'm writing because, I miss you so much

Dan put the letter in the envelope, and sealed it shut. He got on his bike as he left the house, riding to the place he'd been too many times.

He reached his destination, and he laid the letter down on the grave alongside with a bouquet of flowers. Dan would never bring flowers, but the only reason he did, was because on the stems of two roses, there was a golden ring with a single, four letter word engraved into it. Phan.

Here lay Philip Michael Lester,
A wonderful boy, a beautiful man,
And a perfect fiancé.
Forever Loved.

So I want these little one shots to be from you guys. meaning, you send me requests of what to write and I will. Requests to be sent from reviews or PM's.