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I have just witnessed Godric leaving this world and even though I didn't know him for long, I felt such a connection to him. I can't seem to get the tears to stop falling and I'm just standing in place watching the sunrise fully. It reminds me of having to bury my Gran not even 2 weeks ago and I cry harder. I have seen so much death in less than a month and frankly I'm tired of it.

I'm really beginning to think that I'm not cut out for this Vampire crap. Since I have met Bill and Eric my life has been in a tale spin and I think I need to go back to the way my life was before meeting Bill. Sure it was boring and I was still a virgin but having sex is not everything and my life was safer.

Sex with Bill had seemed great to me until I started having dreams about Eric. Those are on a whole new level and makes me wonder and if my dreams of Eric are right and I'm missing out on a lot sexually. Since most of them are about things I haven't even tried before, it makes me think that vampire blood was more controlling than I first thought.

Even Bill lied to me about what the blood would do to humans. He only fessed up when Eric tricked me into sucking bullets out of him.

In my dreams that man has skills and has make me scream out his name awake or asleep. Bill is so pissed off about it and that is why he hit Eric when I couldn't stop looking at him during the Godric/Nan talk. Bill should have hit Eric right after he tricked me, not when Eric was down about Godric's decision. See there I go again, thinking about Eric instead of my boyfriend. I need to get out of this town and take a break from everything.

Bill has shown me a different side to himself to and it scares me. He is far to controlling and I don't like to be shushed like a child. Even Eric lets me say what I want to and doesn't tell me "Sookie, No!" I so hate it when Bill does that.

The thing that really scares me is that I'm really attracted to Eric and the blood is just enhancing the feelings. I don't want to like Eric.

I'm leaning against the wall, far enough away that the sunlight cannot hurt me. Bloody tears are falling off my face on to the floor. I have never been a crier or a beggar but I would have died with my maker, if he had not made me leave him.

She is still out there crying for him just like I am and in a way that is a little comforting. I can't believe that Godric asked her to care for me. Why would Godric want a human to take care of me? I'm Eric F'n Northman, I take care of others, others do not take care of me.

By hearing those words come out of my maker, I know that he thinks that she is mine. Up until going into the church and seeing Sookie's clothes halfway ripped away from her and my maker having killed that stupid human, I have wanted her for more than sex.

She has a way of making me think about things I never have before. I still have sex when I take blood but it is so boring now. I don't even think about the women I am with anymore. They are faceless and are nothing more than food and a release. That was until she walked into my bar. It took everything I had not to scoop her up and fly her home and take her virgin body.

In my 1000 years, I have never been that turned on. She was so fresh and smelled like sunshine and purity. The scent was purely intoxicating and if Pam has not seen her license, I would have never believed that she could look like that and still be a virgin at her age.

How did a boring piece of wood like him, get at chance with a woman like her? She is to good for him.

I have never been the jealous type but seeing her with him and knowing that he took what was meant to be mine, it make me want to kill him.

I will kill him. The moment he took her body was the minute his life was forfeit. He just doesn't know it yet.

I will find a way to make her mine. Thinking about her is the only thing that is keeping me from destroying this whole hotel. Sookie said I loved him and maybe she was right. I have never felt this much pain in all my many years.

I need for her to take my pain away. When did I become so needy?

She is about to walk back inside. I need to hurry back to my room and leave it open. She is so tender hearted, she will feel the need to check on me.

I have decided that she will be my child and my companion always. She will be mine forever and I will never let her go.

I walk back into the hotel and make my way back to mine and Bill's room. I am so drained all I want to do is sleep.

As I walk by I can see that Eric's room is half open and I can't resist checking on him.

I push the door open and close it. I see him sitting on the bed with his head bent down and bloody tears running down his chest. I walk over to him and he says " Godric is gone." as more tears fall faster down his face.

"I know Eric. I'm so sorry."

I lift his face up to look at me, so he knows that he is not alone and that I'm here for him. He is staring at me with so much pain in his eyes and I start to move back from the feeling the looks shoots into my stomach. I have to get out of here but he grabs my hand and pulls me down for his kiss.

I'm so excited about the kiss I'm about to receive that when it happens and he starts kissing me, it is even better than what I imagined.

I lose all control and I grab his face and kiss him back hard. I'm so turned on and with all of the dreams I had been having, I know I have to feel him inside of me.

He flips me on my back and covers my body with his and look at me. He says "Sookie, your kiss is like nothing I have ever felt in my 1000 years. You will be mine, I will never let you go!"

That should have scared me but it just made me want him even more.

He could see that I had a glazed look of passion in my eyes and that I wouldn't be fighting him or running away. At this moment, there was only the two of us and Bill was not in her mind at all.

This is my moment I will take her body and then I will take her life, she will awaken and be my bride. No other woman will ever be enough for me again. Now that I have found her, she is MINE!

I kiss her again and push her dress up and put my hand on her mound though her panties. I circle her clit and she starts to moan in my mouth. I have never heard a sweeter sound before and I will never get tired hearing it.

Her body is starting to buck against my hand and it is time for me to taste her. I move down and pull her panties off. She spreads her legs and opens up for me like she has no control over her body.

I start to lick her folds and she says "OMG, I have always heard people talk about oral sex but I never knew it could feel like this. "Eric, don't stop!"

"No fear dear one, it is only going to get better."

It did too and he put his hand under my rear and lift me up closer to his tongue. My head starts to move side to side and my body is starting to tense up. "Faster Eric, Faster."

I can't believe that Bill was this stupid not to taste her. Now he will never know what he was missing out on.

She wants me to lick her faster and I do. Vampires can increase speed and hardness with very little effort. She is thrashing around and she closes her legs around my head it get me closer to her.

It is a good thing I don't have to breathe or I would have passed out. I'm licking her her so hard and fast that she comes in my mouth. Her heavenly cream is the best that I have ever tasted and after her legs fall back to the bed, I keep on licking her. When she is cleaned up, I turn my head and bite her thigh.

She moans and her blood tasted so good and I can see her juices are starting to flow out again. I have to be inside of her. Now!

I grab his hair and pull him up to kiss me. I have never had a Orgasm like that before and I need him.

"Fuck me, now!"

"As you wish my dear"

"Don't talk, just do it."

I laugh and she must be out of it or she would never say something like that if she wasn't so moved in passion.

I bring her up to sitting and unzip her dress and pull it over her head. I unhook her bra and throw them both to the floor and lay her back down. She has the most beautiful breast I have ever seen and I spend a few minutes licking them both.

I was still debating on weather to turn her was the right thing but now I know I will go through with my plan.

I put her legs around my waist and I start to enter her. She is so tight and I can just get the head in. I hear her lose her breath and I stay where I'm at until she loosens up. I rub her clit and kiss her again until she starts moaning. I move forward slowly inch by inch until I'm all the way in, I pause and wait until I hear her tell me she is ready.

Just one word "Ericccc", I move out of her almost all the way and then slowly move forward all the way back in. I keep this pace for a least 6 times before she tells me "Faster and harder, Eric. I need you now!"

I raise her legs up to deepened the penetration and move in her harder and faster.

She screams out " OMG ERIC, yes. Harder" as tears are falling out of her eyes.

I keep my vampire pace up and I can feel she and I are close to coming. I rub her clit as I'm pounding in and out of her. There is nothing better than being then to be inside of her.

As we start to cum, I bite her neck and suck her life force into my mouth. She is to busy cumming to have realized what is happening.

I have never orgasm-ed like this before and I feel so sated and my head is starting to get light headed. I have no idea that I'm about to die and I'm not sure I would have stopped him if I had known.

I soon lose consciousness.

I keep pulling her sweet blood into my mouth and I can feel her heartbeat is about to stop. Right before it does, I bite my wrist and put it to her mouth. The blood gathers in her mouth and for a few seconds, until she starts to drink. Soon she is grabbing my wrist and taking strong amounts of my life giving blood. As she sucks, it feels like she is sucking my dick and as she drinks enough to turn, I cum again.

I can't believe she is mine. I felt such sorrow and now I feel such joy.

I cannot wait until she has awakened.

I reach for my phone and leave a text message with my instructions for for Pam for the night. I tell her that she will have a new sister when we get home and to call Lorena and have her take her child away.

I can't have Bill barging in here tomorrow. She is mine now and he must be punished for taking what was always meant to be mine.

I lay back down and spoon her body and place one hand on her breast, cover us up and place my other hand on my other favorite part.

I have to wait three days for her to awaken. In older times, I would have had to take her to ground and bury us. In modern times with light tight rooms, she will not have to awaken covered in dirt.

I kiss her head and say "Until you awaken my Dear!" and I become dead to the world.