Summary

Bella used to be the average happy girl who live with her dad. But what happens when she has to move in with her mom? What happens when she refuses to accept her new life? What happens when her only escape from the world is doing drugs and other horrible things?...What happens when she finds love with Edward which has the same addiction??....My first fanfic...hope you enjoy!!!

A/N: Characters totally belong to Stephanie Meyer..not me...sadly:(

Bella's POV

"What do you mean I have to move?" I was still in shock to the news my father told me. My name is Bella and as you can see you caught me at a wrong moment. According to my father, Charie, my mom, Renee, which abandoned me and my dad sixteen years ago, claims that she wants to see me.

"Bells, if you don't go she might take you away from me forever." How can she do this? How can a woman that abandoned me just one day decides she wants me.

"Well if she thinks that I'm going to be all happy about this and is immediately going to accept her..she's wrong." Oh trust me she is so wrong.

"Bells you have to try your best to be okay with this." YEA RIGHT!!

"I will dad," I lied, "When do I have to do this?"

"Well actually Bells....umm...tonight," he has to be kidding me, "she said you start school tomorrow." There is only one thing left to do.... "Daddy, please don't let this happen, I really don't want to," I begged...yes, me, Isabella Marie Swan, got down on my knees and begged, " please," I whispered.

After about and hour of begging (which didn't work) we were here in the airport, waiting till they call me into the plane.

"I'm gonna miss you dad," I said with the tears finally falling down my face.

"Me too, princess" he hugged me for what seemed like an eternity.

"Flight 182 to Forks, boarding now in gate 12B," when I heard that, a sob ripped through my body, " I guess this is goodbye" I whispered

"For now" he whispered back. With one more hug I boarded the plane.

When the plane landed and I collected all my bags, I walked out to where there was a crowd waiting for their friends and family. After looking around...I saw her...the woman I've only seen in pictures...the woman known as my mother.

When she saw me, her face lit up and she ran up to me and hugged me.

"I'm so glad that you're here. Oh my God you're so big," of coarse I'm big, the last time you saw me, I was two. That's what I wanted to say, but me being the nice girl stayed quiet.

"This is Phil, my husband," he reached out his hand, and I just stared at it. He looked nice, he was obviously nervous, judging by the sweating in an air conditioned room...he looked okay. I finally took his hand and he sighed in sign of relief.

On the way to the house, Renee talked pretty much about everything,and I didn't listen to half of it. When we pulled up to this decent sized house, Phil took my things and carried them to my room, which, I couldn't deny, was pretty awesome. After I finished packing, Renee called me downstairs.

"Are you hungry? I could make you something if you want."

"No, I'm not hungry" I told her annoyingly, without looking at her. She showed my new black BMW (which was pretty sweet). After she explained everything about school, I decided to go to bed.

"I'm so glad your here, we're going to have fun together," she went in for a hug but I stopped her.

"Look Renee, if you expect me to just be okay with all of this...your wrong. It's going to take time for me to get used to all this. To tell you the truth, I don't consider you a mother...I consider you the woman that abandoned my dad and me when I was two. So I would appreciate it if you stop acting as if you've been in my life for the past sixteen years...because you haven't, and its going to take time for me to forgive and forget", when I was done with my speech, tears were threatening to come out, but before they could I ran up the stair and into my room where I finally let them fall. For the first time in my life I cried myself to a dreamless sleep.