So this is my first attempt, I think I may have written a story before but that was long ago and well I can't remember, so anyway don't anything just borrowing the characters and songs. Obviously this is femslash, but you probably knew that.
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Please let this work, please let this work…what the hell am I thinking? Of course it will work I am Santana Fucking Lopez it will most definitely work.
"So does anyone have something that they would like to sing?" Mr. Schue asks the kids sitting in front of him
Before anyone else can speak up, and well before Santana loses her nerve her hand shoots up as she stands, just to make sure that no one else dares to sneak in before her " I do Schue, well I have been wanting to get something off of my chest… no comments Puckerman, and well I will just get to it." She says glaring at the boy. The band starts to play the music that Santana gave to them before everyone got there.
As Santana starts singing her voice wavers slightly from nerves
Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I stay up and think of you
And I wish on a star that somewhere you are
Thinking of me too
Damnit Lopez you gots this shit now sing it right or not at all, you have to make her see
Cause I'm dreaming of you tonight
Till tomorrow I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room dreaming about you and me
Wonder if you ever see me
She's looking at me, oh god I'm gunna lose it before I can finish
And I wonder if you know I'm there
If you looked in my eyes
Would you see what's inside
Would you even care?
I just wanna hold you close
But so far all I have are dreams of you
So I wait for the day (wait for the day)
And the courage to say how much I love you
Yes I do!
I'll be dreaming of you tonight
Till tomorrow I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room dreaming about you and me
Even though we all have had Schue for Spanish and have not learned a thing I know she knows what I am about to say, hopefully she knows that it is for her
Santana chose this song for a reason, mostly because she fucking loved Selena, but more to the point she knew that this verse said all that she ever wanted to say but could never form the words herself, at least not until now.
(Corazón)
I can't stop dreaming of you
(No puedo dejar de pensar en ti)
I can't stop dreaming
(Cómo te necesito)
I can't stop dreaming of you
(Mi amor, cómo te extraño)
Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I stay up and think of you
And I still can't believe
That you came up to me and said I love you
I love you too!
Now I'm dreaming with you tonight
Till tomorrow and for all of my life
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
I knew I should have come up some choreography to go with this, damnit why is she just staring at me like that? I never should have listened to Brit, gah when this is over I am so going to drown my sorrows in breadsticks.
Than here in my room dreaming with you endlessly
With you tonight
And there's nowhere in the world where I'd rather be
Than here in my room I'll be dreaming
With you tonight
At the end of the song Brittany is smiling the biggest smile at her best friend for finally realizing her feelings and being brave enough to do something about it.
"Santana that was fantastic, I don't think I have ever heard you sing with such emotion, and well I am impressed" Mr. Schue says
"Thanks Mr. Schue, I don't know if it has had the impact that I was hoping for but I did chose it for a reason and if the person it was for would like to know more, come find me" Santana says before she leaves the room because the one person that she wanted to say what Schue said didn't, and now she is feeling like a fool and would like to get away before she breaks in front of everyone mostly because she can't blame the crying on the alcohol this time.
Two minutes later finds Santana sitting in her car trying desperately not to break down hoping that the one person she wants to find her does.
With her head in her hands she if contemplating leaving, but before she can she hears a knock on the window next to her head.
Startled she turns on the car and rolls down the window seeing who decided it would be a good idea to bother her now.
"Santana while at first I was confused as to why you would chose to sing a love song for someone, considering that Brittany is in a committed relationship with Quinn, and I thought that it was for her but since the two of you seem to have moved back into a platonic friendship I came to the realization that that song was for someone else in glee and seeing who you were making eye contact with during the most telling portion of the song I have come to the conclusion that that song was directed towards someone else who is currently engaged in a relationship and I find it highly inappropriate for you to continue with such advances seeing as it will only further fuel that "home wrecker" reputation that has seemed to label you in the past" Rachel says seemingly in one breath to a stunned and thoroughly confused Santana.
"When did you and Frankenteen get back together?" Santana asks confusedly
With that statement Rachel has been struck speechless
Song is "Dreaming of you" by Selena