You denied my existence... you keep avoiding me like a plague am I a monster to you too? Do you see me as such just like them?
I know it's hopeless but I can dream right? I know it's not right to fell in love with you but i did.
I'm alone in this world, I thought I could find it in you but I didn't.
I'm still hoping maybe someday you would look at me, just notice me just this once can't you see I am dying…. Dying inside it hurts…
The one you spend most of your days left you, can't you see that I am the one that is here that needed you the most? I won't left you like him, I will treasure you… just please notice me. but you never did.
I left with my new sensei but you didn't care, I came back after a long years but you didn't care… you didn't care.
I am trying hard to see you happy again even it is against me to bring back your precious one just for you I will do anything.
I did it, I did bring him back your happy as well as everyone. I was left alone gain…
I was trying to find the answers to my existence but I never found one. That made me make my decision I will end my life for me to finish it all maybe he will notice me just this once he will notice me.
I can see him standing at the memorial stone, my name was carved there. Now I imagined I was the one he was visiting but I know it is not me it was his pasts that still clouding him, but I can still dream right? That he did care.