A Single Note
A single note repeats itself, flitting itself across my mind. I feel like I should say it's annoying, but it's not. It's beautiful. It's strong. It's powerful.
'Glory'
I hear the note continue and move to many new places. Splitting and rejoining chords. The note draws me out of my apartment and into the hallway. I follow the note as it leads me to a new world. It leads me to a new life. It leads me to my love. It leads me to my savior. That note. It leads me to him. It leads me to Roger.
Life Carries On
Life carries on even after death. I've learned this through hard experience, and through watching others. The death of April…life went on.
For weeks no one knew what to say to me. For months I refused to leave the apartment. One day a new confused creature came into my life. I knew not how to react to this intrusion, so I fought it. Eventually she won me over.
Now after another death and her constant failings I have left. I know life goes on. I know that everyone knows I have gone. They know I have left her. They do not know how hard it was for me. They don't know that I'm going back…
To Leave Him
One day I may gain the strength to leave. To leave him. Or perhaps, it is to gain the cowardice to leave him like he has left me. That is what it may be. His cowardice is what led him away. A sad attempt to leave his 'love', his Mimi. That is what it was. Now, I, can't leave him. I can't leave because I know it would crush him like his departure crushed me. I stay. I don't want to truly admit why I stay. I stay, because if I left it would crush him.
I stay to protect him. I stay…because I love him.
Just some short ficcys. Set during Glory, After Goodbye Love, and After the show. Mimi, Roger, Mark. Um...I don't own Rent.
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