short story written out of boredom so here it is enjoy.
un beta'd
disclaimer: dont own naruto
He knows how I feel about him, He ignores all my affections. So many times I wonder what if I never told him...its no like anything would change, nothing would change. Everything would go on the same, like nothing's change. He has neither rejected or accepted me wich makes things worse for I have no Idea if he hates me or loves me. Why is this so difficult? How I wish he would just let me know, it would make things so much easier. But I do not want to pressure him or nag him about it, but I do want him to quickly answer me becouse he doesn't know how much this hurts. If he would just answer me then maybe I could get this weight off me.
"oi ..dobe are you just gonna sit their and space off... its getting dark go home" cold and cruel like always.
I shook my head, vanashing all the awful thoughts. I stood up and walked behind sasuke who was trying to keep distance between us.
' If I stop loving you, would you care'
Tears were building up.' No ..he doesn't care ..why would he..I am nobody to him'. I drop my head facing the dirt road as I walked. Trails of tears were begining to form as I kept walking behind him.
"s..sasuke" my lips rushed out. Their was no reply from him, not even his usual ' Hn'. I clench my chest, my heart hurted.
How I wish my apartment was closer, How I wish I learned how to keep my mouth shut. But it was over now, done with
"..I bet you wouldn't even care if I stop loving you" I said mostly to myself, but he must of heard since he suddenly stop walking and just stood their, his back towards me. 'Well that looks similar' I thought.That's how its always been his back towards me.
I heard sasuke's voice but I couldn't make out what he was saying.
"..s.sorry sasuke, I couldn't hear what you said"
He slowly turn to face me, tears falling from his eyes.
"...I said don't stop" he repeated.
" ..sasuke I dont understand, 'dont stop what?'...why are you crying?" I said steping closer to him, only to have him back up.
"...Don't stop loving me you idiot,not you. Not you.Please dont stop...your the only one I have left" he cryed out,his tears increasing.
"...but then why-"I was quickly caught of by him.
"why I didn't answer you before" he stood their in silance his eyes facing the dirt.
"becouse I wanted to give you an answer when I was stronger...stronger so I can take care of you ...stronger so I can deserve you...so please don't stop loving me " he said, while his hand formed a fist making his nails draw blood .
A smile appeared in my face while I looked at him. "Teme, I could'nt stop loving you even if I tryed".