TITLE:Beautiful
RATING:M
The rating may go down, im not sure.
this means -THOUGHTS-
this means "SPEACH"
this means letters
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I was staring in the mirror, watching my naked body. -This body is disgusting- i thought. The face is... ugly. My nose, big and croked, thin line like lips, tiny black eyes and fat greasy hair hanging over my shoulders. greasy git, thats what they call me. I dont deny it, i know its true, im not blind for gods sake.
The body was... better, its not fat, just in between. No muscles or anything just a little fat on the arms and thighs. A sneer was placed on my face, on the forhead was a lot of wrinkles, all over the face actully.
I stood in my chambers, in Hogwarts. It was the 31th of august tomorrow the school was starting all over again. Potter... ugh, stupid gryffindor. I walked out from the bathroom, into my bedchamber. The walls were dark green almost black, the floor was made out of black wood. The bed stood in the middle of the room, with black covers and pillows, my nightstand was of course black, it had a lamp in the corner of it and a photo resting against it.
I had a large window with heavy drapes haning infont of it. A forest green chair stood below the window angeling towards the fireplace a small table standing beside it with a lamp, a potions book and my wand resting on it.
The fireplace was dark and gloomy, beside it was a long mirror from floor to roof. I stood infront of it, seeing my whole body not just to my mid- thighs like a did in the bathroom. I could se myself clearly, it wasent dark in the room, it was infact very bright.
I took my wand a and stood infront of the mirror. I rememberd my talk with Albus priviously this afternoon, it leaved me lightly disturbed.
flashback
"Severus my boy," he said, smiling towards me, He sat in he big chair with hawks on his left shoulder, feeding the pheonix with lemon drops.
"yes? albus" i drawled out, looking everywhere but him.
"they are coming for you you know- "
"I know wery well that they are coming" i screamed enraged. "dont you think i know whats going on! this is my life, my history! of course i know!"
"severus calm down, i wasent implying anyting. But you do know that they will come for you, right to take you away?" he said concerned.
"i know, but they have not found me yet." i said storming out from Dumbeldores office.
end flashback
I am a Dark elf.
My full name is Naracion Tistes Prince (A/N naracoin means severus in elvish, tistes stands for tobias i just changed it to sound diffrent, and prince is severus mothers last name)
I am the prince of my people, my mother and father is still alive, but dying. So they need me to take over the throne. Its just that... i ran away when they told me that i was betrothed. i was young and i diddent want to get married, i was scared and... diddent know what i was doing at the time, i just dissapered. and albus found me, i told him everyting, i poured my heart out. He understod, he helped me and made me a student at hogwarts.
A few days ago i got a letter, from my family telling me they were going to get me, and my parnets wanted to se me and reson with me.
I was suprised, i thought they were going to find me faster, i thought they gave up on me.
looking into the mirror, i drew my wand casted a spell reveling my true self.
It was a total makeover, you could barley se it was me.
The greasy hair, is long, to my bum its silky and shiny, i have a no wrinkles my face looks a porcelin, my eyes are purple and quite big with thick eyelashes, my nose is tiny and straight, my lips are red and pouty. I justed to be praised for looks when i was little, and then i had baby-fat, if they saw me now, they would faint, im sure of it.
my body is thin and lean, i have wery little muscles, some on my arms and tummy.
My body is relaxed when im in my true body, i slip on my pj pant, black pj pants and crawl down in my bed, the last thing i do is watch the photo on my nightatand, the man is reading a book hes long hair hanging around his head, deeply concentrated, he raises his hand and puts a sling of hair behind his ear. he suddenly looks up, his eyes shine with colour gold, he smiles and then the photo starts over again.
My eyes blinks slowly, and i feel the sleep taking me over, and eveything turns black.
When i woke up the 1st of september i knew this was going to be a hell of a year, and not in a good way. Insted of just running out of the bed i just lay in my soft bed, surrounded by my warm pillows, I did not want to be surronded by whiny and hormonal teens. But slowly i went to the bathroom, started a shower, brushed my teeth and took one last look in the mirror and casted the dellusion charm over my body, looking 20 years older already.
Already in a bad mood, a went to my wardrobe and picked out todays clothing. black pants in a soft fabric, a black shirt with sleeves under that it was a with collar, and of course my long thick black robes.
Making my way out of my chambers, i walked out from the dungeons and towards the great hall, i was already done with preparing for the 1st years this year and the rest of course.
The students was coming in about an hour or so, but i dont mind the silence before all the shatter that will come when the students arrive. Arriving to the grate hall took its time but finally i made myself inside the hall.
There was only Albus there, smiling when he saw me, i took my seat and staring out in space, letting my thoughts wander.
"Severus my boy, how are you this evening?" Albus said with a twinkle in his eyes.
sigh
"Absolutly fine headmaster" I responsed with a dry tone.
"Good, very good." the twinkle was replaced with a sweet and understanding smile."did you think on what we talked about yesterday, severus?"
I knew he would ask, im not going to sccream at him or do anything rash, its nice when somebody care. i let a smile grow on my lips, he seemed surprised but soon smiled back.
"Yes, yes i did. I dont know when they will found me, but when they do i have no choice. But they will have to come and get me first." I said smirking.
Albus laughed a little at that shaking his head, then i heard bell like noise,
"what the-" dumbeldores hat... just then i noticed the clothes he wore was a silver gray dress like robes. The hat is long and pointy with a bell at the end, i actully laughed it eas ridikulus. And i laughed loud and i could not stop. What i did not notice was all the people in the hall, all the teachers sat at our table and Minevera had come with the first years, the seats was filled with second years, third years, fourth years, fifth years, sixth years, and seventh years. They all stared at me in shock, mouths wide open. minevera even stared at me with her hands infront of her mouth. But i still laughed.
"Severus, are you alright?" asked a concerned Dumbledore, i nodded my head and clasped my hands on my mouth, my laugh dying out. Some were still shocked. But minevera took control, "come here children, its time to get you sorted" she said with a mother like smile. the kids smiled back at her.
10 slytherins, 13 gryffindors, 6 huffelpuffs and 9 ravenclaws. I was pleased. I would smile a little now and then but quickly hiding it behind my hand.
"Welcome to another year at hogwarts, the forbidden forest is as its name forbidden. And i would like to present the new defence against art teacher or should i say teachers" he said knowingly."Proffesor Sirius Black and Remus Lupin!" I froze as i herd my childhood bullys name: Sirius Black, that mutt. Mr. Lupin i had nothing against, but black, ugh. I looked towards Potter, he sat stunned in his seat, big eyes looking around searching for them as Black and lupin walked threw the dooors and potter practiclly jumped on him, "Siri!" the brat yelled hugging the mutt. Sirius smiled and laughed. Greaaat... potter, black, lupin and my family, yay. this year seems to get more great as the minutes ticks on...or not.
Suddenly my arm started to burn, it hurt like hell. I winced as it got stronger and groned quite loudly. The brat seemed to hurt to he was holding his forhead sharply. With everybody being concerned about him, and flocking around him, with black holding him. typical, but then my eyes looked with lupins he looked concerend, for me. I tried to ignore voldemorts call, sweat starting to build on my forhead, shutting my eyes to concentrate, breating in and out, in, out, in ou- it wasent working! i tried to rise andd walk out of the hall surronding students, i looked at albus seeing his worried eyes looked on me. I rised and started walking against the wall with the slytherin table on my left, their eyes watching me, Draco, my godson, looked at me starting to rise, i looked sternly at him "sit" he did as i said, the only on to notice was my house and albus with remus. I thought i would succed but standing in just a few meters away for the door, i fell and screamed, voldemort was casting the crucio curs on me, all eyes was on me. Shocked at the scream, Draco ran towards me and got to my level "dont follow" was all i said before i tutched my mark (A/n ok in this story when you toutch the dark mark you come to the dark lord, just so you know, and its now that he "flys" away= its when the body turns to black smoke and escapes really fast. examples: HP order of the pheonix in the scen before and after sirius dies they do that, and in deathly hallows(its so cool)but anyway just so you now)
I landed in malfoy manor, on the with marbel floor. My head pounded, and i felt ill.
"ahh... severusss... how nice of you to join us"the dark lord hisses, i slowly rised to my knees and bowed"my lord" i drawled, trying to sound uncaring and cold.
"do you want too tell me why i wasss being ignored, severusss" he said with a frown.
"i was being in the great hall and i could not revel myself, my lord" the pain in my... well everywhere.
"did you succed?" he said smiling. he knew i was there, bastard. but i still kept my mask on.
"of course not, but dumbeldore thinks im a spy for them, they wont do anything" i said in a montone voice. smirking inwards.
Voldemort seemed to be a little of, then he just was pissed."Rise sevrus, stand in the line" he sneerd.
The meeting was fast, but he was angry today, i lucius got 2 crucios and i 4 when we were aloud to go, i apparted to my chambers, feeling exhausted. I heald my wounds as good as i could. still a little sore i limped towards my chair and sat carefuly slow into the seat. leaning and relaxing against the soft fabric.
When i woke up my back was killing me, i fell asleap i the chair. Congrats, with my sour mood already going, showerd and changed, i went to my first class this year, it was with potter.
I threw my door open, some where suprised to se me there (gryffindors) and some not like it was natural (slytherins). i stood behind my desk and just stared at them. they stared back"today i want yo to make the draught of living dead". i knew i was late. 10 minutes more or less. and i could see that Granger wanted to point it out, could se it in her eyes, she raised her hand "yes?" i sneerd.
"proffesor? you were late... and ehm...we- ehh" she her time, 25 seconds later
"out with it Granger!" i roard, she flinced.
"you missed the lesson, sir. its only five minutes left of class, ehm...sir."she said still scared.
I overslept my whole lesson? damn,i started to flush a little.
"THEN WHAT ARE YOU STILL DOING HERE! LEAVE EVERYONE!" i shouted, the ran out, only the slytherins taking it in their own space, but still quickly.
I walked friskly down the halls, until that is, when some brat ran into me, making us fall, i saw that it was a he landing on top of me,"watch where your going you little-" he raised his head and... black grrrr."black you stupid mutt, get off from me!"I yelled.
He just smirked,"now now snivillus, whos got the power here." i hate that nickname, i glared the best i could, he seemed unaffected but i knew he was scared, he stopped smirking when i started to.
"Wonder what your half-breed will say, you on top off me." i said, i knew the were together, i saw it in school when i was young and at the order meetings they secretly hold hands under the table, im not a spy for nothing.
Black looked a little insecure when i said that, i just smirked wider, "how did you know, and i wouldnt do that to him"he said
"im a spy remember? how could he not be insecure about it, you are the gryffindor whore after all,sleeping with everything that has legs"i sneerd, i pushed him off me and walked to my chambers. not looking back.(A/n; im sorry siri i dont mean it)
The next day in the great hall, i was worried. It felt like they would come for me, it was a feeling i did not like, it made me feel uncertain.
I was thinking of my family, my mom Eileen and my dad Tistes. My mom is the most beautiful women i have ever seen she is 5'4, with a heart shaped face, her dark brown curls reached to her mid-back, a petite nose, full red pouty lips (like mine in my real body) she have purple eyes and thick long lashes thats framing her eyes and making them look bigger, she is very thin, a very petite body, she warm and always smiling, and a very loving mother, she still had a temper that no one can is, even dad is afraid of her sometimes, my dads name is Tistes (my middle name) he is 6'9 and very buff, a lot off muscles. he have a rough face and his black short hair lookes good on him, his eys are golden and he have thin lips, he is a great dad and very kind. Great as a king. I miss them, sometimes i regret running away. But if it was up to them i would never leave our kingdom, so im glad in that way, that i got to live outside in the real world a bit, im actully very young in elf years, in the wizard and witch world i am 36 years old, but at home and to all elfs im 1000(its like 20). (A/n ok if you noticed severus and Eileen have the same eye colour and Tistus and the man in the photo have gold, im going to explain it now
Gold- dominant
Purple- submissive
byeXD)
I miss them, so much it hurts.
I snapped out of my trans and looked around, almost everyone was in the great hall eating... nope the rest came in with minevera.
just when everyone was steated, the howls started to fly in. some students was feeding their owls with food, or just petted them. just when i tought every one was done a big falcon swished in circeling around a little trying to found its... owner? just then its eyes looked with mine and it dove straight towards me, it just sat there staring at it and it at me, alomost everyone was staring by now, "Youre not mine, go away"i said simply, i diddent care that i was talking with a bird, it started to howl really loud, when i wasent taking the letter, "stop making that noise, or i swear ill turn you into chicken!" the bird stopped and dropped the letter beside my plate, and flew away. I opened the letter and was shocked
CROWN PRINCE NARACOIN TISTES PRINCE
I AM TO INFORM YOU THAT WE KNOW OF YOUR LOCATION AND WE WILL COME AND GET YOU
WE WILL TALK ABOUT YOUR DISSAPERENCE AS FAST AS WE CAN,
JUST SO YOU KNOW YOUR BETROTHED IS WORRIED SICK ABOUT YOU, HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO US AND HIM
ILL SE YOU SOON, WE HAVE MUCH MORE TO TALK ABOUT WITH YOU YOUNG MAN.
WITH LOVE
MOM
AND
DAD
Shock, happyness and sadness was visible on his face, and a little panic to. his betrothed, shit thats just great. a possesive dominant dark elf... yay me.
It was a loud baging, was heard on the doors and the suddenly flew open reveling, my mom, my dad and... gulp Rhistel the possesive dominant dark elf- my mate/betrothed. he was of course as beautiful as in the picture, he have long straight white hair, his gold filled eyes looking around, hes trully pissed, hid nose is straight and very um cute, he have fully light pink lips, he is twice my size, full with muscles. He is wearing a dark green shirt with sleevs, and black tight jeans with dragon booths. he still looked pissed. there was bodygaurds surronding them, looking tense.
finally albus reacted, he rised from his seat and looked at me and back to them.
"hello? excuse me but may i ask what you are doing here?"my family and Rhistel turend their eyes against dumbeldore and looked at him with interest,my dad started to talk"My name is Tistes Mathises Prince i am king over Dark elfs, im looking for my son"he said with a im-hotter-more-powerfull- and-better-than-you-can-ever-be kind of voice, you could se the power flowing from him in waves. Many just stared in awe that he was a king, but for those how knew anything about elfs was staring wisw eyed, its not often you see an elf and ecpecilly not king elfs.
I just sat in my chair staring at the food lying there, not daring to move. i could feel albus eyes on me.
"Hmm... i see,i think i know who your looking for" old fool.
"where is he!" my mate said in a dominant voice, i had to hold in a moan, to keep me from getting reveld. "tell me where he is right now"he growld, sending shivers down my spine.
"im sorry, i cant do that, my boy"he said a little sad
"dont call me boy! im 2000 years old! you are insulting me"he roard, albus actully flinced
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I could feel the spells on my body trying to slide of and revel me so my mate could take me, but i kept after a while, i diddent care, i mean im only dragging it out. so i let go feeling my true self coming forward, it took a while before anyone saw me, Black actully fainted, ha. that looked funny. i slided out from my seat and stood just a few meters away from Rhistel, he was still arguing with Albus.
"um... risthel"i said in a childish voice, he was tall like 7'1 and me 6'2. he slowly turned towards me, shock written in his face. "Naracoin?" he breathed out.
"Hi," i said blushing and looking away. Suddenly i was up against a wall with only Risthel holding me up. I moand at the feeling of him surronding me, then he...
TadaaXD i will try to update a new chapter as soon as i can, i hope you enjoyed it so far.