Minds of the Ones That See The Lie
By Dot Matrix
Heehee...long title, eh? Try to think of this little one shotter as the mind of someone who knows that somethings wrong, but can't become free. I know I can't. Therefor it is me and my contionous rant about how this place is...I don't know, but it's wrong. By the way, that quote is my mother. Word for word.
Written to the music of Disturbed and thier song Voices.
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I am the future. You may not like me or accept me, but I am coming. Today I am the scum of the earth, a rebel, a punk kid. I will bring the revolution. My age has become my calling card. Why?
"Because you are allowed to act that way. You are 14. You will grow out of it. You will relize your place in socity and accept it!"
And yet I will never accept. I will never stop thinking this way because I am older. This way is the openminded veiw of the world. I can defete the screaming minds that pull at my spirit. They will never drag me into the druggery of likeness of the perfection. I am not perfect.
I try to concoure the small child within me that tells me to give in to accept the world. I will always try to change the idea of what people should do and how they should act. That child says to laugh at the jokes that poke fun at others. That child tells me to run and jump and play. I can hear the voice, but I don't want to listen. I have killed that child inside my life. I have broken the bond that tells me to act a certin way.
I wear a mask. They say everyone wears a mask. I repress the terror that fills me. I hide all pain. Emotion, suffering. I know that all of this is a lie.
LIE. THEY LIE!!!! THEY ALL LIE TO ME!!
why...
why do I only I see......?
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Um....I know you get this alot, but could you review? It'd be nice to know what you think.
By Dot Matrix
Heehee...long title, eh? Try to think of this little one shotter as the mind of someone who knows that somethings wrong, but can't become free. I know I can't. Therefor it is me and my contionous rant about how this place is...I don't know, but it's wrong. By the way, that quote is my mother. Word for word.
Written to the music of Disturbed and thier song Voices.
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I am the future. You may not like me or accept me, but I am coming. Today I am the scum of the earth, a rebel, a punk kid. I will bring the revolution. My age has become my calling card. Why?
"Because you are allowed to act that way. You are 14. You will grow out of it. You will relize your place in socity and accept it!"
And yet I will never accept. I will never stop thinking this way because I am older. This way is the openminded veiw of the world. I can defete the screaming minds that pull at my spirit. They will never drag me into the druggery of likeness of the perfection. I am not perfect.
I try to concoure the small child within me that tells me to give in to accept the world. I will always try to change the idea of what people should do and how they should act. That child says to laugh at the jokes that poke fun at others. That child tells me to run and jump and play. I can hear the voice, but I don't want to listen. I have killed that child inside my life. I have broken the bond that tells me to act a certin way.
I wear a mask. They say everyone wears a mask. I repress the terror that fills me. I hide all pain. Emotion, suffering. I know that all of this is a lie.
LIE. THEY LIE!!!! THEY ALL LIE TO ME!!
why...
why do I only I see......?
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Um....I know you get this alot, but could you review? It'd be nice to know what you think.