Okay, here's a little something for you to understand my little story better..

Dilandau and Migel had been an item longer than anyone knows but Migel unfortunately died (the same way he died in the series). So now Dilandau gone about with his everyday life without seeking for a new lover. Little does he know that someone out there is secretly in love with him and that somebody is running out of self control in confessing his feelings for him..

Nighttime Confessions

part 1

It was already 2am but the young dragonslayer named Gatti lay on his bed, still wide awake. He had been struggling on getting to sleep for the past 4 hours but was obviously not successful. His mind kept screaming the name 'Dilandau'. It had been like this for months and he was shortly running out of self control and just get himself to admit his lustful feelings for his fierce yet secretly gentle commander.

Gatti sighed. Truthfully, Dilandau would most probably be a good lover as he was aware Migel had been very happy in his arms throughout the time they were together. He didn't know how they got together, he did not have the courage to even know. Every dragonslayer was aware they were together but none cared as much as he did. The others never let the issue affect their training and missions unlike the sole Gatti.

Now, for 4 1/2 hours, Gatti had been thinking, to admit or not to admit. He never even have the courage to speak straight to his commander under normal circumstances and more to even say ' I love you ' to him would surely cause his heart to stop beating right then and there. He was aware of the possible rejection and knows for sure that rejection would cause his breakdown.

Suddenly, Gatti was hit by an idea. If he didn't have enough courage to get himself to admit his feelings while Dilandau was before him with brain functioning wide awake, then probably he could muster enough courage to tell him that when he's asleep. He was sure he could at least feel a little better and lighter if he did.

Gatti slowly made his way out of the bed. He straightened his clothes, made his way out of the dragonslayers dorm room and went straight to the room next door, Lord Dilandau's room.

It was one good and respectful thing to knock before entering someone's room, but to knock at your superior's room this hour of the night was not very wise. Actually, Gatti had no idea what to say whatsoever if he did meet with his Lord face to face neither did he have any plan. He remember Dilandau being furious the last time somebody entered his room without knocking so he better make sure to knock whether or not Dilandau was awake..

So, that's the end for part 1. This is my first time to write a fic so I'm not very good at it, I'm not the best at English either but please do review. Tell me if you liked the idea or how I should revise it otherwise. I would appreciate it.. Arigatou!