Lights, lights, lights
It's all she saw nothing more nothing less.
She ran
Her eyes watery
Her feet tired but determined
Determined to run as fast as they could to where ever they wanted to take her.
And
For the first time in a while she really didn't care where that was.
His words rang through her head and slowly but surely things started to make sense.
She understood a bit too clearly why he had hurt her so badly with what he did and said.
Shaking her head she slowed down and sat on a bench that just happened to be near by.
Shed been so blind
Shed thought that Nate was the one for her and gone running into his arms as soon as he said
That he missed her
That he needed her.
The truth was that he never needed her
He just thought he did
He never had loved her
He just liked how happy she looked while she was with Chuck
And wanted her that way all to him self
And of course he wanted Sex
ALL guys want sex
No matter what they say
In the long run thats what it comes down to
There was things going on in her head that even she didnt understand
Did she want Chuck
Did she want Nate
But more importantly
Did any of them want her.
Nate had seemed clear telling her they were over
And she saw that
Understood that
But what she couldn't get over was what Chuck had said
Had he really meant that
Or
Was he just trying to push her away because she had broken his heart and she deserved to get hers broken too.
But not like that
No
She couldn't bring her self to believe that
She didnt deserved that.
But then again
Maybe she did.