I couldn't take the end of jelly so I'm just not going to let them end like on hollyoaks. Let me know what you all think or what you would like to see happening! Enjoy!

Before letting the police take Jen away she wanted to say a sort of goodbye to the two people she had disappointed the most according to herself, the two people she loved. Liam, her brother and the girl who's heart she had broken, the one who she had loved, the girl who had loved her back, Tilly.

The way Laim had reacted wasn't verry good. Shouldn't he supposed to support his sister no matter what. Jen knew for herself, she had made mistakes and she did regret them. Now suddenly everything, the truth was coming out in a really messed up way with everyone attacking her she just drowned in her own mistakes. The teacher did what she had been trying to do ever since she made those mistakes, trying to keep her head above water. Because she was scared of what might happen if people knew everything. She truly felt sorry, Jen really did and hoped her brother would be there for her, she needed his support.

'Liam …' began Jen

'What Jen' He quickly interrupted, he sounded annoyed, ashamed for his sisters behavior. 'What do you want me to do exactly? ..'

Jen was thinking of an answer. She had wanted to tell him she's sorry, that she had been so stupid but that she had been so scared. She had been wanting to ask him to forgive her, not to leave her, to please still be her brother but Jen couldn't. The things she feared for at the start, of what might happen were now happening. Actually the things that were happening were even worse the Jen had imagined it would be and feel like.

The officer next to Jen then just leaded her outside but when passing TIlly, Jen stopped. There she sat, the girl she loved and who once loved her back, the girl she still loved, the girl who didn't loved her back anymore because she broke her heart, because she had been so stupid, because she had been blinded. The girl who was everything she needed to feel alright again. Seeing her memories flashed through her thoughts, the mistakes she had made to screw their thing up and Jen's chest now did hurt even more.

The brunette looked at her with her insides screaming and crying but she tried to just stay calm on the outside. Feeling powerless, knowing it's all over because of her own mistakes, realizing this is the very end and there is nothing left she can do, only tell her how sorry she is. 'I'm sorry' Jen quietly spoke, really meaning it.

This moment was hard for Tilly too. Jen did had broken her heart but she knew this whole situation wasn't completely the teachers fault. It was all just such a big mess. The redhead locked eyes with her former girlfriend. She saw the sorrow in her eyes, she saw the real Jen, the sensitive one, the one she … . Hearing Jen apologize to her and seeing her looking down ashamed.

'Me too' replied the redhead, feeling sorry for Jen too but she also knew everything wasn't only her fault at all. At this moment Tilly was taking everything in what happened. Really everything, all the things that had happened the last year.

Watching Jen get taken away by the police made TIlly's heart stop for a second, it did hurt. The teenager's expression was filled with it. Like she couldn't believe this was happening. Sure she was mad at her former teacher/ girlfriend for doing what she did to her but she didn't wanted to put her in prison. They had been in their relationship together, she never had made any abuse of her position as teacher to take advantage of the her. Never. It had been Tilly herself who had been the first one to fight for Jen, for her love without caring about her job and begging her to just ignore it. The fact that it hurt so much was hard for the teenager to understand. She was mad but it hurt but why did it hurt so much?

When Jen was gone everyone started talking about the whole situation. They were talking like Jen was some sort of scumbag, a pervert. Tilly just sat there listening to them, not really joining the conversation. All she could think of was how wrong they were, like they didn't even know Jen. The Jen they were talking about wasn't even close to who Jen really was. It was like now they only saw the negative of the brunette and just forgot about all the good things Jen had done. When the redhead couldn't hear all those negative comment -about the girl she once loved- stilly just stood up. She excused herself, saying she was expected to be home and then walked away. Once outside, a tear rolled down the girl's face. The teenagers head was filled with questions. When she came home Tilly took a shower and jumped in bed, escaping from the reality.

The next day.

JEN

Sitting in her cell, Jen's mind went crazy. She wanted to bump her head against the wall over and over again because she felt stupid, dump. She hated herself for everything she did. Time was killing her. Time to think en rethink every moment, every mistake she had made that made her end up being lock away in that cell she was in.

Meeting Esther in the folly was one of them.

Jen remembered how she was shocked to see her there. Scared the blonde might have seen Tilly behind her or heard her. So she didn't really was with her full attention to the state Esther was in, Jen herself was in a to much of a shock. She did saw the vodka but didn't really saw how much there was still in the bottle. Jen did remember asking the girl if she was there on her own and Esther answering 'not for any much longer'. The answer that had caused the automatic assumption that there were some friends coming to join her any minute. So Jen had decided to leave, that's how her brain reacted that moment.

TILLY

About a hundered times Tilly had woken up that night. She just couldn't sleep. Her mind was filled too much. It was about 1 p.m. when the girl decided it was about time to get up. About an half hour later her phone beeped again. Tilly wasn't in the mood to talk but as her phone had been beeping every minute over the last 30 minutes, she decided to check her messages. Esther, Sinead, Ruby, they all had been texting her to see if she wanted to hang out this afternoon. Tilly send a text to reject the offer and then just started studing math. This was one of her way to keep her mind away from the things that were going on in her life. After an hour of studying Tilly needed a break and went to grab a coffee. There she bumped into Esther. Her friend started about the subject Jen. Tilly had been hoping she wouldn't but now she just had. The redhead didn't want anyone to know how she really was feeling about this whole situation. So she just answered like society would expect her to answer, that she had been stupid and fooled by her teacher. Esther continued this subject so Tilly just excused herself, she really didn't wanted to talk about Jen with anyone else. Certainly not if it only would be to talk dirty about her. It was around 5 p.m. when the redhead got a phonecall. It was from esther, telling she had some great news and asking if she wanted to come over at her place. Tilly was curious about the good news and when esther told her she was filled with joy. She couldn't believe esther had done that for her and thanked her friend a thousand times. Tilly was more then happy to be able to go back at hollyoaks six form. Later when they were at esthers tilly thanked her friend again and then they just watched a movie. When esther had fallen asleep it was time for the redhead to go home. Trying not to make any sound tilly crawled off the bed. The redhead placed a soft kiss as in a way of saying goodbye and thank you.

On her walk back home Tilly still felt euphoric, she was going to be back at hollyoaks six form with all her friends. This was amazing! However how happy tilly felt at this moment, something was nagging at her… . Something called situation Jen.