Hey guys! GDG's back and I want to share what situation I'm in right now. I hope you guys like it. This is kind of a song fic of Quiet by Demi Lovato but it's really appropriate for my situation…Enjoy and please don't forget to give this story of mine a review…
Disclaimer: IDNOSWAC. Don't own Quiet and DEMI LOVATO!
i hear what you're not saying,
it's driving me crazy.
it's like we stopped breathing in this room.
we're both the last to be leaving,
i know what you're thinking,
i wish you'd make your move.
Chad and I we're friends for three years now. Unlike any other close friends, we don't really tell share our secrets but we know each other very well through our actions. We're the type of friends who talks a lot when there are many people are around us but the mood changes when we are alone in the room. We would smile at each other but less talk. Everytime we are having our class with Ms. Bitterman, we are the last two persons to leave the room, I don't know why but it's already a habit. When everyone disappears, we would find ourselves smiling at each other. Oh gosh how I wish he makes his move.
it's
much too quiet in here.
i wanna disappear.
i'm hearing myself thinking too clear
it's too quiet in here,
make it all go away.
why can't we break the silence, finally.
I hate-slash- love the silence between us when we are alone. I love it because I have the time to think about the possibilities and I hate it because I've never heard silence that loud. I remembered when I hitched a ride home in his convertible last week and all through out the ride we never talked except, when he asked me something.
"Our quiz in biology is tomorrow right?" Chad said looking at me then quickly looked on the road after.
"Yes Chad, that's tomorrow." I smiled at him. That's it, after that we don't talk again except from exchanging glances and smiles.
it's like you know where i'm going,
you follow me home but,
i never invite you inside.
i see what you're not showing,
i've got you alone but,
the air is so still, it's weird.
There was one time when my car broke and it's 9 in the evening when I left the studio. I took a ride in a cab back home, while on the road I noticed a familiar car following the cab I'm in. and when I got down from the cab I waited for the car to pull up and it did.
"Oh, hey Chad!...what are you doing here?" I smiled curiously at him.
"I saw you walking alone in the hallways back in the studio alone and I decided to follow you. You didn't seem to notice me following you walk because you're deep in thought. I was about to offer you a ride when you got on the cab immediately. I'm here cause I was just…uh…making sure you're safe home." He said like he was running a marathon.
"Well, that's so nice of you Chad. I'm safe now, Thank you" I smiled at him.
"I see, I…uh… I gotta go now. Bye Sonny"
"Goodbye Chad. Be careful on your ride home."
That was the stupidest thing I ever did. I should've invited him for a cup of coffee or juice so that I can be with him for some few more minutes.
don't stop, don't stop telling me goodnight
just promise you'll kiss me goodbye.
what's taking so long ?
don't tell me you're not gonna try,
the tensions building in my mind.
i wanna scream, and i know why.
Almost every night, Chad would text me goodnight. Sometimes, when he's in the mood to fool me he'd text it in different language, almost every night. I had to admit, It makes me smile and sometimes laugh. There are times when I'm in the mood to fool him back and he'll end up confused. Everything changed last month, he doesn't text me good night anymore. I wanna ask him why but it might give him a hint that I'm waiting for that text everyday which is utterly true. At work, we always smile at each other like the usual and I'm sick of it. I really wanna scream at him and ask what are we gonna be. You see, he treats me differently. My other guy friends don't treat me like he did. Yeah sure, we're partners in crime but everything seemed to change in our 3rd year of being friends. When he says goodluck, he'll playfully slap my arm and would run away fast. Other times, when I'm not seated on my place in the classroom, he'd put some candies and chocolates at my table and go back to his place once again like nothing happened. I'm not assuming but I'm really freaking curious about it. I really wanna break the silence between us but everytime that I try, he'll look somewhere else. I don't know if I'm falling for him but I hope not. He's my best guy friend and I don't want to ruin our friendship because maybe if ever we become a couple, it might not work out. I am Sonny Munroe and I'm scared of falling in love.
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