What I think would have happened if Rory told the truth (in my opinion) at the end of The Real Paul Anka
This is my first fan fiction go easy on me but tell me if you think I'm going in the right direction
CHAPTER ONE
"I don't deserve this Rory." Jess said with a clearly hurt look on his face. "No, you don't deserve this, I wish I could tell you that I love him, but I don't" she had been a little nervous to do this so the bit of alcohol she had before was giving her this burst of boldness. "I'm just confused, I don't know what to do, Jess." She sighed, and just kind of collapsed on the floor defeat and exhausted. Jess taking pity on her, even though he was still hurt, carried her up to the apartment.
He set Rory down on the couch and as he went to get her some coffee she said softly "I'm sorry, I'm so, so sorry." She then started to cry, abandoning his quest for the coffee maker he sat down next to her and let her rest her head on his shoulder. "I know I don't love him but I feel like he needs me. I'm the first person he's had a real relationship with and I know he loves me and I think I should love him back but I don't. I care for him deeply but I don't love him, not as much as I love you. Still I feel like I can't break up with him or he'll never want a real relationship." At that Jess spoke, "you can't stay with someone because you think they need you, sooner or later the relationship will start to seem like a burden, and when they notice that you're only with them because you feel you have to then they'll start to feel like a burden." She was looking at him deeply with her bright blue eyes as he continued. "I've loved you since you called me Dodger" he chuckled at the memory. "Hell, I've loved you since I first met you, but I know at times I felt like a burden on you. You had it all put together and I was just some kid who didn't know where the hell he was going or what he was going to do with his life. That's probably why I ran, I wanted to leave you before you could see what a mess I was and leave me. Really, the only reason I put myself together was so I could comeback and show you we were both on our way to something good and could head that way together. " He sighed at the realization and looked over at Rory who was… asleep. Of course, the biggest realization of his life he told to the person it most concerns and she's asleep. Oh well he thought maybe he'd tell her tomorrow.
He was on his way to his bedroom when he looked at her, decided to be a gentleman, picked her up, and laid her in his bed. He then went to the closet to dig for extra pillows and blankets. He found a thin sheet and an old shirt, neither of which were all that helpful, but he took the sheet and used a small pillow that came with the couch and fell asleep.
Okay so thoughts, criticisms, cease and desist letters I'll wait to add another chapter.
Also I don't think I'lll be writing anything M rated but if anyone thinks it is then tell me and I'll change the rating because the definition of T confuses me.