I own nothing/no one in this thing except the plot
S H E F A L L A S L E E P
WARNING:RATED "T"
I want to give up,I don't even know what went wrong that make he left.
Was I not good enough?Did I change?
"It's Over" the 2 words that is ringing in my head.I don't believe it I never will but when I woke up this morning everything was the same,nothing changed.
I am frustrated at myself,I picked up a picture of him left on my
table softly saying
"What Happened Nick?"
A tear escaped from my blue and greenish eyes .I was hoping that
my cell-phone would ring now,but sadly it did not I don't wanna live on.
You might think it is stupid to feel like this for a guy but to me Nick is not like any guy he is my life,my air.
Without him there is no air in my world .
"Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air "
so tell me how do you expect me to breathe?
"I love you always will,always have,always do.
You said you loved me…but there is no such thing as "loved" either it you still love me or you never did…please Nick tell me ….." I really want to tell him that,I picked up the phone but something else caught my eyes…a knife…I put down the phone and
Picked up the sliver metal I don't want to live if I can't have him bringing the knife closer to my wrist and slit it.I cried out in pain soon I began to feel sleepy ,I flicked my eyes and slowly close my eyelids….
"She falls asleep and all she thinks about is you
She falls asleep and all she dreams about is you
When she's asleep the air she's breathing is for you
Are why she wants to live
She's not got that much more to give"