Hi, here I am again. i will keep it short here so~~
Disclaimer: i don't own Volcaloid.
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Girls Talk?
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"You are the only one for me, we both know it, please stay with me and I promise I will love you forever… please let me…"- said the man with a broken smile to the weeping woman in his arms.
"Jonathan!" – She answered between sobs.
"Mou I want a love like that!" – squealed certain tealette with sparkling eyes not missing a second of the movie on the screen.
Luka who was sitting on the floor just looked up to her friend who was now rolling on the couch still spazzing. Watching her antics Luka just sighed for the tenth time.
It was a rainy Sunday afternoon, and there wasn't much to do, so why not kill some time watching movies with her best friend? It was a good plan at first at least. She invited Miku and when she arrived much to her distress the petite girl brought with her some of the cheesiest movies she had ever seen. Luka knew her friend was a sucker for romance, and also knew better than to refuse the girl when it came to her favorite movies and dramas.
"You do?" – asked watching with a blank expression at the screen, not amused at all.
"Of course! Who doesn't wish to be loved forever?" – Still sprawled on the couch the tealette moved a little to get closer to where her friend was resting her back - "You don't Luka?"
"Hmmm I wonder… I would rather have someone I could love forever" –she said now looking to teal eyes.
"Tch must be nice" – Miku said with a fake tone of annoyance as she plopped on her elbows and rested her chin on her hands – "you have people telling you that they love you and asking you out daily, you popular girls sure have it though"
"Oh, shut up" – said, hitting the tealette with a cushion playfully – "you know how I don't appreciate all that unwanted attention, I mean that's exactly one of the things I don't understand of this entire 'love' thing" - crossing her arms and slightly frowning she continued.
"They claim that they love me but, is that really it…? They don't even know me, not even the little things or take on how I feel at all… so saying things like 'I love you' so easily… I don't know it feels empty to me"
"Hmmm I kind of see your point, but isn't it because they want to know you that they reach to you?" - asked Miku in a thought, she was certainly amused by her friend's rant; Luka avoided the "love" topic as much as she could.
Luka only scoffed at her reply - "Yeah, I just have to ignore the neon sign that says 'I want to get in your pants' over their heads." - said with sarcasm clear in her voice, how many times had she dealt with that already? Sighing again she decided to drown her frustration with the ample variety of snacks they had gathered for their movie marathon.
"Ahah leaving the horny teenagers aside, things like love at first sight, honest guys, exist you know, you have to be more open to the possibilities, take chances and stuff… why are you so disillusioned with love Luka?" – Said Miku curiously while stretching her arm to get some doritos from the bag the pink haired girl was holding and popping them into her mouth.
"It's not that… I just don't understand it… or at least it seems that my idea of love is wrong… even this clichéd movies makes me think so."-
"Love is a complicated thing; but I am really surprised! To think that even you have been giving it a lot of thought!"- Miku was really surprised, her friend never showed interest in this kind of thing, but it seemed that she actually was struggling with it. That only made her more curious, it was a side she had never seen of Luka, and somehow it excited her a lot.
"Hmm"
"So… what is it? Your idea of love I mean" – insisted Miku noticing how her friend was reaching her limit. Dang the girl had really a difficult time showing her soft side, if she did the tealette was sure she would be thousands times cuter.
"I don't want to talk about it anymore it just gives me headaches, so you better zip it and watch your movie"- this conversation was going to a place Luka wanted to avoid to all costs, damn Miku for being so easy to talk, it was her fault that she was in this hassle in the first place.
"Oh come on! Don't shut yourself, you were doing so well"- said Miku, she knew that this conversation wouldn't come up again in at least a century, it was Luka after all -"Besides when it comes to love I am the senpai here you can ask me"- pushed further the petite girl.
"Even if you don't have any real experience?" – said not hiding her amused smile that was quickly followed by her laughs.
"Shush all the experience, games, novels, movies and dramas can provide. It's better than nothing!"- puffing her cheeks childishly added - "Now tell me, I am about to make a discovery here."
"Pff what do you mean?"
"That you are not a rock without feelings of cours-unf! " -The tealette was interrupted however for another pillow that impacted straight on her face.
"So you just want to make fun of me? Too bad you aren't getting any of it." – It was now her turn to be childish, Miku surely knew how to get to her and she wasn't about to let her have her way without a fight.
"No, no I promise." – promised, making those puppy eyes she knew Luka had trouble refusing.
See? She totally knew how to get everything from her, Miku was so unfair with her sometimes, how could she fight that pout and eyes? There was no way out, so maybe she would just spill everything and maybe her friend wound actually have some of the answers she had been looking for the lasts months.
"Well, I don't really know what to say. I have never been in love…" – 'I think' added to herself, man this sure was a hassle – "but isn't it when you just like everything about the other person? Their virtues and faults. When their mere presence puts you at ease and makes you happy just for being able to spend time with them? And you know, liking who you are when you are with them, like they bring the best of you without even trying?
Feeling happy just with little things like hearing their voice, looking how they throw little dances when exited, the look on their face when they are enjoying their favorite meal…" she started trailing off, she could go on forever but… this was so new to her - "God when did I become this sappy? This is so your fault Miku ugh."
"Wow you are so deep Luka, who could have guessed that you were actually a softie, how cute" – Miku said with a smile plastered on her face, said smile didn't last thanks to the deathly glare the pink haired girl was giving her, and more importantly she had another pillow in her hands – "ok sorry but I don't think you are wrong, actually your view is really sweet."
Miku couldn't help but to smile warmly at her friend, Luka was always like that, she appeared to be all though and aloof but she was actually the cutest girl ever if she allowed herself to, it didn't happen as often but Miku had witnessed plenty of it. She was very intrigued though, the way Luka was talking made it clear. She was in love. But who, who could have flew under her radar and made their way to the pinkette's heart? They were always together; it was a little unnerving for Miku who never stood out for being patient. Even that little voice in the back of her mind that wasn't all that happy with this news was muted by her curiosity. She wanted to know so bad, who? When? Where?
"The question is though, where is the limit, when deep affection turns to love? What's the difference between them?" – Luka looked to the distance, the movie long forgotten. It was hard looking at Miku in the eye right now. She felt stupid for not being able to figure it out herself.
"Hmm I guess it depends if they attract you or not, even if you think it may be shallow It's a an important part of it, when you love someone, I guess things like wanting to kiss them touch them come naturally, you know, wanting to be the closest to them to the point that you want to share that grade of intimacy?"
"Hmm"
It made sense; she wasn't naïve enough to believe that she could fell for someone she wasn't attracted to. Like Gakupo, he was a nice guy, most of the time, especially when he wasn't ogling at her. Back to the point, he was nice and handsome but thinking about kissing him made her grimace with disgust.
Still deep in a though she took a sip from her soda blissfully unaware of the intent stare of her friend, who seemed to be having trouble waiting for her to keep talking.
All this was so confusing and difficult for Luka, love, relationships, feelings… she was utterly awkward with all of them. Still only one thing was clear to her. Miku. If someone asked her who she loved the most, the tealette's name would come first without doubting it one second. She loved her as a friend at least she had never thought of the possibility of be something else. You don't start wondering if you love your best friend of all your life who is also a girl out of the blue.
It started a few months ago after rejecting some random guy who confessed to her. After being rejected he asked her if they could start as friends and hang out but much to her surprise, even if the guy seemed sincere, the only thought that crossed her mind was that she didn't want to share her time with any other than Miku. And she didn't know why she couldn't shake that feeling away. It was ridiculous she wasn't a possessive friend; in fact they had a group of friends with whom they spent most of the time. But it somehow seemed wrong to her. He wanted a place in her heart that was already occupied. Did that made any sense…?
Not really, and that had her thinking restlessly. She wouldn't allow anyone to be "the closest" to her. Because that place was only Miku's. The question was why was she so against it even when she knew in her mind that the nature of the bond between her and a potential significant other was completely different from one of friendship?
She knew it yet; her heart was stubborn enough to say otherwise. Then she started to think what did she actually felt for Miku, she loved her, that's for sure but could she be in love with her? Was there really a difference?
'Is someone you could kiss?' – She at least had something to start with now. So… could she kiss her? Was she attracted to her?
Cough. Cough. Cough. Cough
"Hey Luka are you okay?!"- Asked Miku worriedly.
"Y-yea just *cough* chocked with my soda" – she answered turning to her out of reflex, and now locking eyes with teal haired girl her mind drifted away again.
Miku certainly was a beautiful girl. Straight or not, objective or influenced there was no denying it. With petite frame, slim legs, ample hips that gave her a really feminine curve, followed by her tiny waist and modest yet fitting chest. Fair and soft skin, her graceful and silky teal hair shining beautifully but not as bright as her radiant eyes and finally those rosy lips…
Still on a trance her body moved on its own will, the silence they were in was suddenly broken by a gasp.
In a blink of an eye, Luka shifted facing Miku and, in a soft motion she traced her fingers along her jaw until she had the tealette's chin between her thumb and index, and without delay their lips were locked in a kiss.
Intense, and full of nameless and unknown feelings. She liked it, this was it, the warmth, the beating of her heart, the pounding in her ears. She wanted more, so much more. She moved forward, positioning herself on top of the tealettle who was still frozen lying on the couch. That was when the realization hit her like a truck full of bricks.
She had totally done it. She scared the shit out of her friend in a rush of emotion and thirst of discovery. Miku's face underneath her was flushed; her eyes were wide open and continued with that shock expression painted all over her face.
She was so ashamed of herself; she hoped Miku would forgive her, not only for kissing her like that but also… for falling in love with her. It was clear now, what was she supposed to do? It was ironic, even in this situation Miku's arms were the place where she felt the safest.
"It's my love so wrong?" – Her voice quivered and the tears started to form in the corner of her sapphire blue eyes. She couldn't hold eye contact with her anymore so she buried her face on the tealette's shoulder. She knew she should give her friend an apology and step away but…but she needed her right now.
Miku on her end of the stick was still shocked, it was a lot to take in and her brain was not cooperating with her. What the hell did just…? Putting her thoughts and feelings in order seemed to be quite difficult. She didn't know where to start.
In first place, Luka, her best friend… loved her? Knowing it sent a wave of warmth all over her body, remembering how fondly Luka spoke of her love, made her heart skip a beat. Did she provoke all those things on the seemingly cold pinkette? But it was still awkward… maybe for how sudden all this information downed on her. Did she felt that way for her? She loved Luka… and having said girl on top of her lightly sobbing on her shoulder wasn't helping her to think straight.
And more than everything, that kiss. She was too shocked to kiss back but… she would be lying if she said that she wasn't aroused. That's what weirded her out the most. She wasn't really sure what was happening but she certainly wanted to find out.
"I-I am s-so sorry" came muffled the voice of the pinkette. She sounded so lost and sad. That last bit was enough to hit the switch on Miku's head.
"Never apologize for the things you do for love"
Luka wasn't able to talk back when Miku shifted their positions; now being on top the tealette leaned down and sealed their lips in another kiss. Taken aback for the sudden action Luka took a bit to finally reciprocate the kiss. And when she did…. Goodness the warmth spread like wild fire from that simple touch. It was too much to handle. With her hands lightly caressing the taller girls cheeks Miku soon deepened their kiss. Where they getting carried away? Maybe. Would they regret it? She highly doubted it.
It was new, It was unexpected, it was in the weirdest time and situation but… It felt just too good. Feeling Luka's gentle stokes on her hair, running down until her lower back, embracing her as they continued kissing was intoxicating. The pinkette was so gentle and delicate with her. It was making Miku lose her mind, she never expected any of this but now that it actually happened she was glad… and thanks to the girl underneath her kind of turned on. Instincts were getting over her actions as she poked Luka's lower lip with her tongue asking permission. She didn't have to wait much to enter the taller's mouth. And so a new dance begun, intensity and passion with a lot of feelings mixed together.
Soon was time to part, both out of breath. Luka felt her heart burst when she saw Miku's eyes focused on hers, her lips swollen and her cheeks with a red tint on them. I wasn't a dream; the proof was over her, literally. Wow never in her wildest dreams she would thought of this development. Miku's skin was so soft, in all their exchange she ended caressing the tealette's back…under her shirt, it was rather bold now that she thought about it but she wasn't about to stop. The tealettle didn't complain so… it must be ok… in fact she was really surprised that Miku was so ready for this? That probably wasn't the right word but seeing acceptance, love and eagerness in her eyes was so, so relieving that she didn't dare to question it, at least for the moment. She was literally in the cloud nine.
A chaste peck one her lips brought her to reality only to lose herself away under the effect Miku's actions had on her. The tealette kissed her cheek softly, making a path until she reached her ear.
"I love you too Luka" - kissing the lobe of her ear she added - "I never thought this would turn this way… but I am glad that it did, I really do. Thank you" – Needless to say, Luka was a pile of goo by now, she was so happy. Even with all this rollercoaster of emotions going on, she felt like crying, It was too much, too fast for her until now guarded heart. But then again, she was happy, and warm, and all fuzzy inside… she would welcome all this strange and foreign feelings with a smile if Miku was the one who caused them.
Miku's relentless lips continued exploring the pink haired girl skin kissing their way down her jawline to go south, on her pale neck; she was so entranced by her. Luka was so unfairly beautiful, not only physically, all of her. She felt so blessed for being the one next to her, since the beginning when they first met that almost magnetic pull that kept them together until now, she was glad.
Hearing Luka softly chuckling made her stop. Was she doing it wrong? God, how embarrassing.
Luka seemed to understand what was going on the tealette's head and quickly added;
"I-It feels good, I am just ticklish, you know it… I-I couldn't help it"- Holy tuna this was getting more and more embarrassing. Now that the mood seemed to calm down both girls were showered with the realization of all what happened, and the awkwardness that came with it was hard to ignore.
They were best friends, they knew everything of each other, all their unflattering sides and the embarrassing ones, seeing each other in a whole new light now was just… too awkward.
But.
Pfffff
They both started laughing hard after that minute of weir silence.
"Is this really okay?" asked the pinkette trying to stop laughing to regain some seriousness.
"To be honest, no. How come I am in the most romantic situation of my life wearing my leek printed shorts? This is so not cute"- she answered poking her tongue playfully as they started laughing again.
"I don't know what to do with all this, but…" – Miku said seriously, but with a smile gracing her lips. "We will figure it out together, that's what we always do, right?"
She was right.
"Yeah" – Breathed out Luka grabbing her tealette to kiss her once again.
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FIN?
Hope you guys enjoyed it, I didn't thought i would continue writing since it's not much my thing xD But i need my negitoro so... yeah there was no helping. But damn i seems that i cant stop myself for writing overly cheesy stories, my bad.
It makes up for all the agnsty MikuxLuka that s arround right? ahahah *I like those a lot though*
Well, once again forgive me if i messed up while writing english it's not my first language and i am still learning :P
Well that's all! I will be happy to know your thoughts about this one.
Should I continue it? yes? no? Tell me :D
