Life

Disclaimer: I only own Oscar and some of the other characters that I come up with in the future. Sooo, I don't own Big Time Rush…if you don't believe me oh well.

A/N: Okay so I had another story here but I hated it so I just made this one. I don't like it but it will stick. So be nice please..though I do like reviews. I couldn't think of a good title but whatever..I'll think of one soon.

Kendall walked four miles to the middle school to pick up his little sister Katie. He knew she would be the last one there since the walk was long and he had to stay after school for work study. He raked his fingers through his hair and walked a little faster. He left school at 4:30 and Katie got out at 3:15. He knew that he was in big trouble with his step dad. He kept checking his watch because he didn't want to be as late as he already was. He regretted getting a ride from his mother, thinking he wasn't going to need his bus pass.

He sighed with relief when the middle school came into plain view. He walked up the four stairs to the entrance and walked in, looking around for his sister. He walked through the empty hallway to the office where he found Katie talking to one of her teachers.

"Well it's about time! I've been waiting for hours!" Katie yelled, waving her hands in the air.

"I'm sorry. I forgot my pass at home and—" He was cut off.

"I don't care. Just let's go home. I'm hungry and tired."

The teacher waved to Katie as she walked out the door with Kendall. They got home at a quarter to 8, only because Katie wanted to stop at the store for a snack when Kendall clearly said that there was dinner waiting at home. Of course Katie was being her stubborn self and talked him into bringing her to the store. Kendall knew he was going to get it when he got home.

As soon as the walked into the house the smell of tomato sauce and garlic bread hit them like a ton of bricks.

"Mmmm, spaghetti!"

Katie walked in and sat at the island in the kitchen. Their stepdad Oscar greeted her with a hug and a "how are you" and sat down.

She proceeded to tell him about her day while Kendall went to his room (which was the attic and consisted of a single mattress, a small desk and chair, and a dresser) putting his books down to start homework.

"And I waited at school for at least 5 hours after dismissal!" Katie lied. She just wanted to see her brother get in trouble. For some reason she enjoyed watching him get yelled at.

Oscar looked at her with one eyebrow up and asked "Really?"

She nodded and got up to go to her room.

Oscar left the kitchen and walked to the attic where his stepson was currently studying.

Kendall saw him and put his books down, trying to explain why he was late getting Katie and coming home but he wasn't hearing it. Instead Oscar pushed him to the floor and then proceeded to punch him everywhere. He stopped and pulled him up by the hair then threw him against the wall.

The next thing Kendall knew it was 3:30 in the morning and he was sprawled out on the attic floor. He slowly got up because he was in quite a lot of pain and felt the top of his head. It was bleeding a little and was tender to touch.

When he worked up the strength to get up, he made his way to the bathroom to wash off. He looked terrible. He had dark circles under his eyes from the lack of sleep, he had a split lip, a few cuts and bruises, and his hair was slightly red in color.

He took a clean white towel and washed his face. He didn't want to shower in fear of waking up his family. He finished up and put the towel in the dirty clothes. He didn't realize that doing that would get him into a load of shit.

Kendall woke up again, but this time to the smell of bacon, eggs, toast, and sausages that my mom was cooking. He got up, more sore than before. He went to the kitchen and peeked around the corner. There was my family, eating breakfast without me. But he was used to it since they do it all the time. Kendall usually just waited until they are finished then ate the scraps.

But by the looks of it, he wasn't getting anything for breakfast today. He sighed and went back up to his room.

After getting ready for school, he scrapped some change to get an apple for lunch. He heard Oscar call for him to hurry up. Kendall got up, swinging his book bag over his shoulder and climbed the ladder.

He saw Katie leaving with her friend Macy's mom, which meant that he didn't have to worry about getting her after school.

He made his way out of the house and down the road to get to the bus stop. His house was a little further away from the school than Katie's school so he took a bus everyday. He took out his notebook and began to write in it.

He kept it as a small diary, or journal as he preferred. When he realized he was at the school, he packed up and got off the bus to begin his miserable day.

Lunch rolled around and he got his apple. It was all he can get since that was all the money he had. He ate it while looking around at the groups. He longed to be friends with Logan, James, and Carlos again. He was a while ago, but when his dad died he got all depressed and quit talking to them. They took this personally and disowned him. Now he sits alone.

His dad died in a terrible accident one day. He was going to pick up Kendall from school but lost control of the car due to the pouring rain. Kendall remembered the funeral because that's all he chose to.

He really wished his dad didn't die because then Katie and their mom would treat him better and Oscar wouldn't be a part of their family. He hated that man because he took his anger out on him. Kendall doesn't know why but Oscar hated him.

He came back to and continued his apple still looking around and still wishing.