Chapter 1

BPOV

I was in a deep depression for about a month or so, thats when it all started to take a sharp turn. About four people from New Jersey moved to Forks, this peice of crap town of what at least three thousand twenty people? It's in the Washington state. Well out of these people three of them were teenagers one fourteen or so, the other two twins at the age seventeen. I became friends with them easily, though I don't know how i did it. About a week after we met they asked me to come to there mothers house, the fourth person I was talking about.

Soon after making my way over to there new house I felt odd. I only felt this way cause so many of my friends weren't really talking to me, that didn't really bother me though. When I go there they asked me if I wanted a drink, of course I was oblivious to what they had meant. I didn't want to be rude though so I decided to drink what they gave me. I took a sip out of the glass cup, and I couldn't stand it though I liked the feeling it gave me though, so I drank the whole glass.

"Hey what is this?"I asked

"I really don't know I kinda just take it from my mothers collection of alcohal."Aroura explained "Why? What do you usually have?"

"Actually... I don't really drink this stuff... My father is the police chief." Bella explained in a whisper.

"Damnit! Why didn't you tell us before we gave you this!? Now your just going to tell your father!" Micheal yelled angered that she didn't tell them.

"I'm sorry. I won't tell him I promise."I sighed.

"The reason we wanted to be friends with you was cause you looked like the kind that was a partier. You looked really bad like you were out every night or up all the time, and it looked like you always had a hang over!" Micheal explained.

I sat on the couch starring at the floor ashamed. "Do you think you can get me another glass?"

"Sure..." Aroura trailed off.

"So explain yourself to me then." Micheal asked serious.

"I can't. It's always to hard. Life is hard, he made it hard. He made it diffcult to live."I said to mroe myself then to Micheal.

"Aw, come on you can tell us..." He tried to be caring.

"Here you go."Aroura appeared then sat next to me.

"I can't say his name, but I'll explain why I looked like utter crap when you arrived..." So I explained my story to him, not all of it though I had to edit. Not for my sake but so I wouldn't reveil him.

"Wow. That's rough, I truly don't get how he could leave you. You're great, well so far." He said sadly.

"Hey i just realized Jasmine isn't here. Were is she?" I asked trying to change the subject apperantly it worked.

"She is in Portland I think with our mother shopping,"Aroura said "or wait did they say that they were going clothes shopping this morning? What the hell! I wanted to get new shoes!"

I sat there sitting sipping on my drink, I think it was some kind of wiskey. Aroura got me some more and I was on a high buzz as they called it. As we drank more I was getting more strange.

After a while Micheal ended up with his arm around my waist. I didn't mind though it felt good to be in his arms, for some odd reason. He asked me out and I agreed freely. We sat there for a while and he kissed me. This was funny cause Aroura would have to look away. I didn't get how she was single for four years. She was a brunette just like her brother and they both had eyes that couldn't decide if they wanted to be green or brown. She was also tall and slim, with nice curves. Micheal had a nice muscled body, and he was tall also. Though his hair was a bit darker that his sisters light brown hair. They were so identicle, it bothered me that they were so close.

"Hey do you want to spend the night Bella?" Aroura asked.

"No. I think I better get home I'm quite bad right now." I slurred the words a bit.

"Is charlie there? I think I should drive you home. Aroura follow behind me please?" He pleaded

"Sure why not?" She said sarcasticly "Cause I'm going to let you stay there."

"Thanks you guys." I tried not to slur my words this time but was unsuccessful.

I was lying on my bed giggling away and hiccuping when someone knocked on the door. I made my way down the stairs slowly making sure I didn't fall down them. I got to the door and looked out the peep hole, then opened the door. "Hey Jake. Long time no see" I giggled.

"Are you okay?" He asked worriedly, and I swayed.

"Mhmm, perfect." I unsuccessfully tried to lie. "Just a bit dizzy."

"Charlie said you've been bad lately. I didn't think he meant this kind of bad. He said bad as in depressed." He murmered to himself.

"No, this is my first time. I was hanging out with my boyfriend-" I was soon cut off.

"Boyfriend? Who is he I will kill him for making you like this. He didn't try to take advantage of you did he?" I was surprised by the seriousness in his voice and face.

"No Jake, no he didn't." I explained to him.

"Thank goodness. Well I know you don't want Charlie to see you like this, do you?" Jake was concerned about what would happen to me, it was obvious.

"No," I said simply "can i go over to your house for a bit and sleep. It's what about seven or eight?"

"Yeah you can, and yes you can sleep it off for a while I'll just call him and say that we decided to hang out."