Alice was excited,
Rosalie was mad.
Jazzy was afraid,
and Emmet… was glad.
First, they just didn't understand,
what she meant to me.
Until now…
what supposed to be
the happiest day of my 'life'.
But Bella wasn't very exited
-just nervous-
and…that scared me.
Didn't she wants to be with me?
No! I know she loves me.
-But there's only one reason she's doing this:
and that's because of the conditions…-
No, she's scared, can you believe it?
She wasn't scared of a house full of vampires
but just because she thinks they wouldn't approve her!
And the most of all: she will never, ever be afraid of me.
Alice was walking forward to us from across the field
and she saw it was just getting perfect.
"Bella?" ,I asked as she looked sad to her almost-sister-in-law.
"You don't have to do this, you know?
There will nothing change if you don't want this, love.
And if you want to, we can still…just walk away…right nów."
Bella turned her had to me again and laughed.
She was smiling honest
and spoked for the first time in ours.
And if she wanted to compensate her quiet periode she couldn't stop talking for a wile…
"Edward, baby, I love you -what will never change-
and I know I want you to be my man…
and I know too that I should do this if I wanna see you&me happy and… it's not that I don't wanna marry you,
it's just that I gota think about Charlie, Rennee and Phil al the time…" Her voice was stiller at the end, and I know she was ashamed about that fact.
"It's okay, Bels. There're just two things you've gotta do today."
I smiled when I studied her face to see her reaction.
"Two? What do you mean Edward?"
I laughed when I saw her face getting suspicious.
She –still- gasped when my broken smile appear.
And it was even more beautiful –if that was even possible- now she was wearing this gorgeous white wedding dress.
Oh, that's one of the things I'm going to miss so hard!
I didn't showed what I was thinking about as I told her:
"First: you just have to look very, very, amazing happy as you're walking to the altar with Charlie. So: just think about us."
I grimace.
"And second:…"
"…you just have to love my brother
with all your heart, of cource!"Alice yelled as she said hi to me and embraced Bella.
"Don't be afraid,Bella. Everything is going to be just fine!"she smiled, when Jasper appear next to her.
"Don't you dare to manipulate me, Jasper!",Bella hissed.
"Oooh! But Bella! This is going to be one of the last times I can use my gift on you! Please don't take this pleasure away from me, Bella?!?"
Her eyes said " bah!", but her mouth said:"Oh,oke! Maybe that's even better, now." She looked to me, the sun and than to Alice & Jasper.