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She was as beautiful as the roses her mother loved,
Though to most her personality was as ugly as the thorns,
Cross her and it's you she'd scorn,
Call her out on it if you really want,
But you'd be labeled and LBR for life.
Everyone thought (personality aside) she was perfect,
The word she had grown to hate.
Always the best clothes most money best friends that stuck by her almost till the end,
Maybe not the best grades but who really cares?
Perfect home perfect mother perfect father they thought,
But they didn't know the truth,
The clothes and money everyone envied were obtained only for her to keep quiet,
As long as she stayed quiet about the
"Perfect home" "Perfect mother" "Perfect father" she got what she wanted,
They thought the most punishment she received was a slap on the wrist,
But they didn't have a clue about the slaps to her face,
The startling blows to her delicate body,
Bruises she covered,
Blood she cleaned,
Wounds she tended to all alone,
Friends that slipped from her fingers as she grew more introverted,
Her smiles stop as they become rare,
The faraway model runway stare replaced with a truly hollow look,
Amber eyes that don't shine,
Makeup done perfectly that can't hide the hollow cheeks dead eyes and barely covers the dark circles,
She seems like a delicate porcelain doll so fragile and ready to
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Days go by and she gets thinner still,
Sticks and stones can easily break her bones but words also shatter her deeply.
Cheeks get hollow hair loses shine and starts to fall out slowly collarbones prominent hip bones
jut
out,
Yet no one says a thing.
Trembling in the mirror stands before her a body a weak girl she can't recognize,
Suddenly rushing down her hollow cheeks are salty streaks and she lifts her hand in disbelief,
The tears fall from her once sparkling now dead amber eyes,
(Everything about her is dead)
Finally her numbness
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and she feels the pain threatening to swallow her right then begin in her chest,
Wrapping her arms around herself she cries out the pain she's held for six years,
Six long years,
Ever since daddy started drinking and mommy stopped caring,
She felt her chest tighten painfully,
So she cried and cried until she couldn't,
All that she had left was to pain and as always her hollowness,
So she grabbed the Advil,
Wrote her note,
Explaining to her friends the reasons she left,
?Why? she stopped caring,
About he abuse and rape her daddy did to her since she was nine,
How her friends were her rock and even though they left her,
She still loved them so much it almost hurt to leave.
She just couldn't take it anymore,
Her mothers mean words and shouts and blows,
The way her mother watched her daddy hit her and swallowed gin to block out her little girls screaming as she was raped and abused,
Mommy didn't care and daddy wanted to hurt his little girl.
Then she ended with and I love you and set it on the counter,
Clearly addressed to Claire Alicia Dylan and Kristen,
And she added a PS explaining Alicia would get Bean,
Because Claire was allergic Kristen had Beckham and Merri Lee wouldn't let Dylan keep her,
She did her makeup perfectly,
She curled her once luscious now dead hair,
Put on her best dress best heels and best jewelry,
And let her bruises and marks of abuse show,
She knew Inez would find her and give her friends the note.
Bean looked at her friend her doggy bed with woeful eyes and tried to come to the bathroom but she shut the door,
She swallowed 35 pills and peacefully lay on the floor,
Dying with a long gone smile,
The porcelain doll was cracked and shattered,
The beautiful rose now blackened and wilted,
All shriveled,
All thorns gone and all petals picked and discarded,
Massie Elisabeth Block,
Once beautiful Alpha whom everyone thought had it all,
Dead at 15 because she truly had nothing.
And all her friends cried when they found out,
Her parents taken to court for the mistreatment of a child,
Derrick hating himself for not noticing anything and for letting the girl he still loved die,
Westchester was rocked by the dead Massie Block,
But no one would forget the Alpha's reign.
Hi.. So I wrote this in my studyhall and now I typed it and am posting it... This was my frist time doing something like this so I hope its good (:
Reveiw please?(:
-Maya xx