What I've Become

by Vulpixgirl010599

"Things are going to change!" I screamed, throwing the knife at the mirror; Shredding it to pieces. Just like all of my future victims. Snapped!Japan, and Fem!Japan. There will be some one-sided yuri, and some, not all, of the characters are nyotalia. I don't really know how to explain it, but please give it a chance! First fanfic on here!

No one knows what goes on in my head. No one knows the horror that I've been through. With the exception of the ones who inflicted it on me.

I bet that no one knows why I'm always so quiet. Why I'm afraid to be touched. Or why my eyes had lost their shine so long ago.

Well, today was the prime example of why. Today was also the day when I finally couldn't take it anymore. It was when everything became too much. When I realized how much I hated myself for letting these things happen to me. Not to mention the people who did it.

I used to be so happy. I used to smile and laugh. I could trust. But that was so long ago. I was only a child. I even find it hard to believe I was so care free. It's hard to believe that I used to be able to love.

But I was abused. Beaten and harassed. Yao only left me for one day! I was too young to defend myself. I only left the house for a minute! I was just a kid. I was only a small child.

It didn't stop there. Yao was invaded, and in turn, so was I. Shortly after that, I left, thinking I could defend myself finally. That I could stand on my own two feet without worrying about being knocked down.

I've never been so wrong.

I was bullied. No matter where I went, Just because I'm so small. I would cower in fear anytime someone got near me.

But as of today, I won't be the one cowering in fear. They will. They'll all fear me.

Because today, today was the day the I snapped.