Disclaimer:
Detective Conan belongs to the one and only Gosho Aoyama.
This fanfiction inspired by a Korean drama and book titled "You Who Forgot Poetry" or "A Poem a Day" (시를 잊은 그대에게). The drama belongs to tvN and the book belongs to Jung Jae-chan (정재찬).
The "Visitor" (방문객) poetry belongs to Chong Hyon-jong (정현종), but the translation is own by me.
1. Visitor
Someone's appearance in our life
is actually an amazing thing.
She came into my life when I thought I was the only one in this situation. Just when I thought I only had Agasa-hakase to help me find the damn organization and make me return to my original body, she appeared suddenly. It was our first meeting, in a class full of pure, cheerful, and innocent children, but she was not like any other children. I can felt that from her movement, her attitude, and her eyes. Turned out that that meeting of ours will be a life-changing meeting.
It's because
that person brings together
her past,
present,
and her future with her.
Because someone's life is coming.
At first she looked like she won't play with her new friends, but Ayumi was more persistent than her and dragged her to join Detective Boys. And somehow it was like the universe was trying to play with my situation. In less than 24 hours she managed to make me confused, surprised, mad, and guilty. She showed me her other side that night and she presented me many mysteries that should be solved by myself. She went from a quite little girl to someone who will change my entire life.
Since one's heart is so fragile
it would have been broken before.
Day by day, she became more open with the kids, hakase and also me. By became more open I meant she was not as quite and as cold as the first time we met her. She was so dependable for the kids and hakase that had been living alone. She was (and still is) independent. She looked tough from the outside, but there were times when I found her at her lowest point of her life, times when I can see the scars that left by the organization. At that times, she was like a fragile flower that I should protect with carefulness. And so I tried my best to protect her.
The heart that coming, maybe a heart
that can feel the trace of wind.
She might be cold, but she is warm when it comes to animals. Probably she loves animals more than humans, who knows. The only animal she played with when she was still part of that organization was mice. So, now that she is out of it, she can play with puppies, kitten, and even bears. I feel relieved that she can still enjoy this kind of luxury. And somehow I feel something warm inside me.
If my heart can imitate that wind,
it will be a long-waited welcome.
She came into my life to seek for some help, to hide from those beasts. I was a jerk for taking advantage of her by asking for temporary pills. I became greedy without knowing she was suffering too from making all those pills. I suddenly realized that she too, needed someone to lean on to. I suddenly realized that her burden was heavier than mine, and also that her wound was more hurting than mine. I realized that I have yet try to reach her. Somehow I wanted to be like a slightly cool breeze in the hot summer for her. I just hoped she can finally feel at ease, can finally share her burden with me, and I will welcome her with all my heart.
A/N: wow I finally managed to write another trashy fanfic after a year. So... yes, there's no plot, I just inserted one of my favorite poems. But I will write another fics with another favorite poems of mine. I just hope I can find the time and the courage to do it XD (please tell me if there are some grammatical error in this fic)
Thank you for reading this fic! :D