I don't own, SM does... unfortunately.
"No, Marc. No, please, don't. I'm so, so sorry! Just... don't," I pleaded.
And when it rains, on this side on this side of town, it touches everything, just say it again, and mean it, we don't miss a thing.
"I don't love you anymore, Izzy. I'm sorry. "He said.
I couldn't believe it. My fiancée had just dumped me out of nowhere. I had moved on from Edward, and the person I had moved on with just dumped me for Lauren. I know. Yes, that Lauren.
You made yourself a bed
At the bottom of the blackest hole
And convinced yourself that it's not the reason
You don't see the sun anymore
"Here, Marc. Take your ring, and your car, and your stupid dog, and get out of my house!"
"Give me Grace, Gabriella, and Lucas." He said.
I gaped. He expected our children when he was breaking up with me?
"No way! You are way too immature and she is not even the mother. Those kids are staying with me."
And oh, oh, how could you do it?
Oh I, I never saw it coming
Oh, oh, I need the ending
So why can't you stay just long enough to explain?
He shook his head. "We'll work something out. I'll call later this month. You can keep them until then, okay, Iz?"
"Sure, sure."
That was three days ago in Lansing, Michigan. Now I'm back in Washington, twenty three and forgotten. But I soon remembered where the saying that ended that chapter of my life came from. So I headed back to where I felt at home. I went back to LaPush, Washington
. And when it rains
Will you always find an escape?
Just running away
From all of the ones who love you
From everything
I'm in my house in Forks, where I sit on my bed and think about what to wear that day. Of course I woke up early, crying, and of course the twins, Grace and Gabby woke up and asked what was wrong, I think, and then Lucas woke up, and immediately fell back asleep.
I decided on a black half dress with spaghetti straps and a pair of black skinny jeans with some white flats. After putting my hair in a half ponytail, I quickly dressed Grace and Gabby, and Lucas dressed himself with just a little help.
Putting all three kids in their car seats, I climbed into what I call my Mommy Van, I quickly but carefully drove to the familiar red house that so marked my memories.
Knocking on the door, I wondered if this was the right decision. Too late.
You made yourself a bed
At the bottom of the blackest hole
And you'll sleep 'til May and you'll say
That you don't want to see the sun anymore
"He-he-hello? Bella Swan, Is that you?" Billy said, answering the door.
"Yes, Billy. It's me, Bella. Is Jacob home?"
He averted his eyes and smirked. "I don't know, Bella. He's out so much these days it's hard to tell."
"Okay, well when he gets back, tell him to call me at this number, okay?" I wrote down my number on a scrap of paper and tossed it down to his lap.
"Sure, sure." He said, smirking again.
And oh, oh, how could you do it?
Oh I, I never saw it coming
Oh, oh, I need the ending
So why can't you stay just long enough to explain?
I narrowed my eyes. "Billy, if Jacob's hurt or if he has a girlfriend, tell me. If he doesn't want to see me, tell me. I don't freaking care, okay. If he never wants to see me again, that's okay. I'll go back and apologize to Marc, and I'll take... oops, never mind, Billy." I had been talking to myself, almost in hysterics.
His gaze softened. "Bella, If your having problems, you can tell me. You know that, right?"
"Yeah, Billy."
I went back to the car and checked on the twins, then giving Lucas a toy to play with while I was driving. I got into the car and adjusted my rearview mirror, seeing in it something I'd never hoped to see, ever In my life.
"Holy crap," I gulped.
Take your time
Take my timeturn it around
(Take your time)
Just take these chances, we'll make it somehow
And take these chances to turn it around
(Take my)
Just turn it around
Take these chances to
And oh, how could you do it?
Oh I, I never saw it coming
Oh, oh, how could you do it?
Oh I, I never saw it coming
Oh, oh, how could you do it?
Oh I, I never saw it coming
Oh, oh I need an ending
so why can't you stay just long enough to explain?
You can take your time
Take my time
Okay, so who is she seeing that's so exciting? And just so you know:
Grace and Gabby (the twins):3
Lucas: 4
And Bella left after the motorcycles, but before learning about Jake and the pack.
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