Author's note: Hi! It's me, Palmon again! Hope you like my
fanfics. This one is my first character fic=) Anyway, please don't
forget to review!!
P.S. This is all written in Kouji's POV.
THE VOICE OF MY HEART- MY PAST
Everybody knew my name. Kouji Minamoto, the most distant guy in the whole world. Nobody really understood me, they just pretended to. I did't care after all. Now, let me start from my family background.
It all began when I was about three. My family fell apart. I still didn't understand why Mum didn't take me with her as well. Why did she have to take Kouichi away from me? He was the only one who cared about me and I shared all my thoughts with him. I guess the answer was that Mum loved him much more than me. This was the only possible answer. Stupid Dad. He was the one who started all this. If he didn't love Mum, so why did he marry her in the first place? The day when I saw Mum taking Kouichi away, I felt neglected. Nobody truly loved me, even my family. I stood by the opened door. "Kouji," I heard Kouichi whispered my name for the last time. Then, the door closed and that was the last time I saw my Mum and Kouichi.
The more I thought about my Dad, the more I hated him. Not long after my Mum left, he re-married another woman. I refused to call her "Mum". Why? Because she's not my mother! I always called her by her name, but most of the time I never talked to her and either to my Dad. I hated him. Did life has to be this painful? For some people, they really enjoyed life. But for unfortunate people like me, life was never good.
I never liked school. Crazy girls flick their hair and eyelashes at me. I pretend not to see them at all. I would walk away from them, I had enough. I liked being alone, the only thing I loved. It felt peaceful and I could think things through on my own. People always asked me why did I have to be like this. I did not trust anybody, even my family. The only one I believe was myself. I did not need anybody close to me. People would say I was pushing them away, but I didn't care what they say behind my back.
Was I born to be alone? No, I finally found the true answer. Nobody was meant to be alone, even me. Nobody. We were all meant to have somebody close to us. They were friends and I learn all these from my adventure when I met them.
TO BE CONTINUED....
P.S. This is all written in Kouji's POV.
THE VOICE OF MY HEART- MY PAST
Everybody knew my name. Kouji Minamoto, the most distant guy in the whole world. Nobody really understood me, they just pretended to. I did't care after all. Now, let me start from my family background.
It all began when I was about three. My family fell apart. I still didn't understand why Mum didn't take me with her as well. Why did she have to take Kouichi away from me? He was the only one who cared about me and I shared all my thoughts with him. I guess the answer was that Mum loved him much more than me. This was the only possible answer. Stupid Dad. He was the one who started all this. If he didn't love Mum, so why did he marry her in the first place? The day when I saw Mum taking Kouichi away, I felt neglected. Nobody truly loved me, even my family. I stood by the opened door. "Kouji," I heard Kouichi whispered my name for the last time. Then, the door closed and that was the last time I saw my Mum and Kouichi.
The more I thought about my Dad, the more I hated him. Not long after my Mum left, he re-married another woman. I refused to call her "Mum". Why? Because she's not my mother! I always called her by her name, but most of the time I never talked to her and either to my Dad. I hated him. Did life has to be this painful? For some people, they really enjoyed life. But for unfortunate people like me, life was never good.
I never liked school. Crazy girls flick their hair and eyelashes at me. I pretend not to see them at all. I would walk away from them, I had enough. I liked being alone, the only thing I loved. It felt peaceful and I could think things through on my own. People always asked me why did I have to be like this. I did not trust anybody, even my family. The only one I believe was myself. I did not need anybody close to me. People would say I was pushing them away, but I didn't care what they say behind my back.
Was I born to be alone? No, I finally found the true answer. Nobody was meant to be alone, even me. Nobody. We were all meant to have somebody close to us. They were friends and I learn all these from my adventure when I met them.
TO BE CONTINUED....