A/N : well I'm back and thanks to all of you who have left a review of any of my content it really helps me knowing what you all think and what some of you have said is better is a space after every line but if you guys thought it was ok before leave it as a review should I contiune with a space after every line or go back to the chunks? anyway I'll shut up now.

Liara woke up to an unusual sight… An empty bed normally Shepard would wait for Liara to wake but today Shepard was not there "Shepard?" Liara called no reply Liara started to worry.

"Glyph" Liara said "yes Doctor T'Soni" replied the VI "is there anything special about today's date?" she asked "yes it is the anniversary of the Elysium Blitz."

then it all made sense to Liara "thank you Glyph" Liara said "well nothing to do but find her" Liara thought to her self as she got dressed and entered the living room there was Shepard asleep on the table with beer bottles littered around her.

"Shepard what is this?" Liara asked "huh Liara?" Shepard replied "how did you get into this state?" Liara asked.

"I woke up placed you in a biotic field so I wouldn't wake you then started drinking" Shepard replied "Right you stay here I'll get something to help you."

Liara answered "What?" asked Shepard "something the Asari cooked up it's a small shot that cures drunkenness" Liara said as she moved to the kitchen.

"Why do the Asari have this?" asked Shepard in a daze "Well drink effects the Asari in one way: we become almost instantly aggressive so all bars freely sell them it is its own warning to not get drunk."

Liara said as she came back with the mixture "why?" Shepard asked again "because it tastes like raw Varren eyes now drink up" Liara said handing the mixture to Shepard.

"Agh that was the worst thing I have ever tasted" Shepard said "is the head ache gone no more feeling sick?" asked Liara "yep there gone your mixture worked" Shepard said.

"now Shepard I know that had some thing to do with Elysium" Liara said "yeah I know many people are celebrating but I just cant" Shepard admitted "Why?" Liara asked.

"well people celebrate like I saved everyone but they forgot that I had loses too and that my whole squad disserted me that's why I held that position by my self. well almost" Shepard said.

"almost what do you mean?" Liara asked

"when we saw the Batarians coming towards our position we got ready and we held our own I can't remember how many times our guns over-heated then out of nowhere 3 of my guys were killed we… I had failed to spot them getting sniper teams into position almost instantly after the rest of my squad ran for it some didn't make it only one other soldier stood with me" Shepard said trying to hold back her tears

"who was it?" asked Liara "Sergeant Catherin Rhodes we held that area for as long as we could first silencing the snipers then turning our attention to the rest of them I don't know what the Batarians thought that they were up against a whole army or what but Catherin she…she spotted a Batarian fighter heading right for our positions the explosion sent us flying but luckily that was when Anderson rallied the remaining troops and beat back the Batarians from Elysium."

Shepard said "what happened to Catherin?" asked Liara "after that explosion I found her bleeding badly she…she died in my arms Liara."

Shepard said she was crying now "she meant a lot to you didn't she." Liara said as held Shepard "She was always much more than a sister-in-arms to me."

Shepard replied as she wiped her tears from her eyes then her omni-tool rang "it's my mom" Shepard said "Hello honey you alright? I know what today means to you" Hanna Shepard said.

"Fine now mom Liara helped me" Shepard said looking over at Liara who blushed "She good to you just like Catherin" Hanna said "I know I miss her."

Shepard said "I know darling I know but your Farther he was never happy with your choices" Hanna said "I know I think the happiest I've seen him is when he vid-called me to congratulate me on joining the Alliance even then he had a undertone of disappointment" Shepard said.

"we both know what that was all about" Hanna said "we certainly do" Shepard said "anyway great to hear your not drinking your self unconscious again honey" Hanna replied.

"err yeah" Shepard replied "I love you Elizabeth" Hanna said "I love you to mom" Shepard said as the call ended and Shepard smiled at Liara "ok Liara what is it that you want to know?"

Shepard asked "what how do you know that…" Liara said "Liara" Shepard cut her off "I know you too well its ok ask" Shepard said "well you said I know I think the happiest I've seen him is when he vid-called me to congratulate me on joining the Alliance even then he had a undertone of disappointment who did you mean?"

asked Liara Shepard sighed "Liara I was talking about my Farther" Shepard said "Your Farther?" Liara said "yes it's not a good topic to listen too" Shepard warned "you sure you want to hear this?" Shepard asked "yes I am sure" Liara said "very well I suppose we were a normal military living family until my 8th birthday I was woken up by my parents arguing" Shepard started.

A/N : well the next part will include a flashback to that argument also I just finished the Last Of Us for the first time and the DLC Left Behind (so yeah i got it on the PS4) but what i want to know is that if you guys would be interested in a story about Ellie and Riley first meeting up so put it in a review if you think it is a good idea or not a good idea.