I do not own Victorious. I also do not own Swim Good by Frank Oceans.
This is another moment of random inspiration from my iPod. I originally wrote this songfic to be a second chapter to my oneshot Songs for Women. But I felt this would be a way better first chapter. I hope you guys enjoy this.
Andre had just been riding around. He couldn't take sitting in the house alone. She had left him. Left him and the love they shared. All he had left was his broken heart.
Flashback…
"Dre, you're always busy you never have time for me." Jamie said with sadness in her eyes. Andre stopped what he was doing and gave her this tired look.
"Look babe, I'm sick of having the same conversation." Damn it Andre we wouldn't have the same conversation if actually sit down and talk to me." Jamie said with anger mixing in with the look on her face.
"Girl I don't have time to talk about this I have to get ready for this show that coming up." Andre added trying to keep his voice calm.
"Andre Harris, Do you care more about the music then girl you have spent the last two years with?" Jamie claimed her anger starting to show.
"Jamie, you need to chill out with this. I love you and you know I do. You know this music thing is for us. I'm trying get us to a better life." Andre emphasized trying not show how irked he was getting.
"Dre is that why you never answer you phone when I call after a show or while you're in the studio". Jamie expressed with tears of anger or sadness or maybe even both started slowly roll down her cheek. "Jay you know I'm working I have no reason to lie-"Andre couldn't even finish before she yelled. "Andre Harris STOP FUCKING LIEING TO ME YOU KNOW YOUR LIFE IS PRETTY MUCH ON TWITTER AND INSTAGRAM." I've seen the photos of all the different clubs and all the different girls."She was sobbing for sure now. Though broken words "So please Andre will do one last thing for me?" "Just don't lie to me that all I asks". She said with the tears rolling down her cheeks.
"Jamie, baby what do you mean one last thing and what do you mean by lieing I would never cheat on you girl?" Andre said with anger on his face.
"I'm done Dre I'm fucking done" she cried. And with that she left him standing there after picking up her stuff. She dropped her key on the nightstand. After all that she walked over to him kissed his cheek. Then she was gone out the door and his life.
Present Day…
This was the reason Andre Harris was ridding alone by himself just singing and ridding with no place to go. He just was cursing on the coast with the ocean breeze going through his dreads. And this one song playing over and over in his head…
That's a pretty big trunk on my Lincoln town car, ain't it?
Big enough to take these broken hearts and put'em in it
Now I'm driving 'round on the boulevard trunk bleeding
And every time the cops pull me over, they don't ever see them
And I've got this black suit on
Roaming around like ready for a funeral
Five more miles 'til the road runs out
I'm about to drive to the ocean
I'mma try to swim from something bigger than me
Kick off my shoes and swim good, and swim good
Take off this suite and swim good, and swim good, good
Got some pretty good on this 808 cd, yeah
Memory seats I'm sitting on stay heated
I woulda put tints on my windows but what's the difference
If I feel like a Ghost, no Swayze, ever since I lost my baby
I had this black suit on
Roaming around like ready for a funeral
One more mile 'til road runs out
I'm about to drive to the ocean
I'mma Try to swim from something bigger than me
Kick off my shoes and swim good, and swim good
Take off this suite and swim good, and swim good, good
I'm going off, don't try stopping me
I'm going off don't try saving
No flares, no vest, and no fear
Waves are washing me (out)
I'm about to drive in the ocean
I'mma try to swim from something bigger than me
Kick off my shoes and swim good, and swim good
Take off this suite and swim good, and swim good, good
Andre finally pulled over and notice he was a beach town little bit north of LA. Parking his car in the parking lot of the public beach he sat down on sand and looked at the sunset. While he sat there his mind went to Jamie and the last two months have been hell without her.
Andre stood up he was tried thinking he pulled his shirt off ran into the ocean. Not caring about his jean just trying to stop thinking. After an hour the sun had gone down. He had started to get chilly. Running back to the car he felt a lot better. He was finally able to let go of Jamie and move on with his life. With a smile hurried to pull out the parking and head to the studio he was suddenly hit with a spark of inspiration run into his mind.
Well Peeps that it. Its finally finish at 3:06 in the morning. Thank goodness I don't have class today or would be screwed for real. Chapter two is coming soon but I have to do some minor tweaking to the story Well thanks for reading and please review