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The truth about Heaven- Armor for Sleep

Eternity Is Waiting

Chapter 1

Edward and I had been sitting in his room watching the sunset. Twilight was my favorite time of day. Its golden rays were shining through Edward's room. The sparkle of his skin still had me amazed I don't think I would ever be able to get over his beauty. It couldn't have been a more charming moment. I was sitting on his lap. My head resting on his shoulder, I was humming to the soft classical music in the background. This would be my last as a human. Eternity was waiting…

"Bella you're absolutely sure about this?" he said. This had to be the millionth time he asked.

"Of course!" I said raising my voice a little. I just want to be with him forever.

"There is no going back after this you know." He sighed

I moved from his lap at this point I had to get up walk around or a least try to. I pushed myself off his lap trying to stride across the room. I fell of course what else should I expect I was only human, but not for long. Edward was already picking me up the crooked smile of his was making me lose my train of thought.

"Please be more careful love" He was already shaking form trying not to laugh at me. My face was turning a light shade of red from embarrassment. I didn't say a word I just got up and walked closer to the view of the sparkling starry night sky that was suspended over Forks. This was a cloudless night and I couldn't have wished for anything better.

I could feel his graze from across the room. "Edward…" I pulled my eyes away from the sky and back to my angel. His eyes were a sparkling topaz the brightest it ever seen them. "I love you more than anything, and I would do anything for you. You know how much I want this, not just for me but for us." He got up and walked over to me at a slow pace for him. His arms slipped around my waist."I know and I love you too. And I would do anything for you." His voice and touch was dazzling me I just couldn't help it. "I'm just worried that I will hurt or kill you. I couldn't live with myself." He was no longer looking into my eyes but out into the forest. I saw shame and frustration crossing through his eyes. "Please change me; I want to be with you forever." I sighed pushing my body closer to his and leaning my head against his stone chest. He didn't say anything for a while he was deep in concentration. I was almost afraid to break the silence. I moved my head looking up into his eyes once more. I reached my hand to his cheek stroking it and pushing him to look down at me. My eyes were pleading with him.

"Bella I love you.' He breathed. His breath was more than I could handle I was going to pass out if he didn't do something soon. My heartbeat was racing out of my chest when he brought his mouth to lips. His icy lips almost burned mine when they touched mine I moaned as I ran my hands through his messy hair. He trailed the kisses down my jaw line. Light little kisses until he reached my throat. He inhaled my scent deeply before he kissed my neck. In a second his venom coated teeth were sinking in to my flesh. My breath was caught in my throat, everything was spinning. My last conscious thoughts were a mix between my love for Edward and the burning pain starting to spread.

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