Hey! This my first time writing a fanfic. Hope you enjoy! Expecting approxiatley ten chapters.
Disclaimer: I never have nor ever will own Sailor moon.
Prologue
What if everything you ever knew was a lie? What if your whole world was a charade carefully constructed to keep you happy and purely innocent? What if one day that carefully constructed world come tumbling down around you, and you finally see the world you've been truly living in?
I shook my head trying to forget the past hour. My mind was still spinning, no matter what way I looked at it, my brain couldn't wrap it's self around the idea. I quickly turned and skidded to a stop. I looked at the fire that was still burning, reminding me of a certain raven haired friend and my mind began to bring up unwanted memories. My brain went into over drive, and my body began to tremble.
'I may not be totally to blame we all slipped up, if Sailor Mars had been faster with her attack she would still be here and not off in the unknown. If I hadn't turned my back for a second while I was hiding with Sailor Chibi-Moon I could have shoved her out of the way. If I wasn't such a chicken, I could have done a lot of things.' It was after this thinking that I began to take full responsibility for what had happened. I had let my friends down in the worst way possible, and I had lost every single one of them without the chance to say how sorry I was.
I could feel tears sliding down my face. 'Why me? Why was I chosen as the leader? I could hardly stand up to my friends, let alone a whole pack of youma. How will I be able to ever truly forgive myself, if all my friends die for me?'
I shook my head, 'stupid Usagi you have to push on, your friends are counting on you.' I took a quick glance around, the debris and smoke were slowly settling to the ground, but it was a far ways from it returning to normal. You could hardly see further then a couple of yards, the smoke was thick and it was raining down black particles from the sky. The wind was beginning to pick up and it began to get chilly. I knew what needed to be done, and it needed to be done before it was too late. So I ran. I ran to where I was needed. I ran for my friends. I ran for my family. I ran to were I could set things right again. As I ran to my final destination, I looked at the scenery that was flying by me. There was the building that Mars had lit on fire hoping to kill the youma and keep it from killing any more innocent people. There was the spot where Sailor Chibi-Moon disappeared, while I wasn't paying attention. I shook my head the tears threatening to return, but I kept running until I approached my destination. I finally arrived up on the hill, in the park. This is where the majority of the damage took place. This is where I had lost the rest of the senshi, and my Mamo-chan. came to a halt and let out a soft sigh, and then looked to where the vortex was, it was still there waiting for the final person to jump in before it would close up, and disappear from this world. I took off running and as I got closer to the vortex, I lost my fear of the unknown, and instead of running from it any longer I embraced it, jumping head first into the vortex.