Behind closed Eyes....
Warning: Yaoi, language. Abuse (both physically and sexually)
Mello's POV through out the story enjoy...
discalimer: no i dont own death note...
Chapter 1: Bruises Fade But These Seem To Keep Coming Back
I sat on my bed, scared. Honestly I never been scared of anyone. Hell, everyone was scared of me, but this time it was I who was scared.
He was always there watching me as I passed by the halls. Haunting me in my dreams, my thoughts. It seemed like he would never go away, he would just be there waiting for his turn to get me again.
I still remember that day clearly. The day when it all began. I laid down on my bed and closed my eyes tight, as the memory cam back.
Flash back::
"Mello, I'm leaving now See you soon."
"Bye Matt." I called from behind the couch. The door opened then it was quiet.
I laid lazily on the couch. Chocolate bar in one hand, and the remote in the other. Matt was right I need time to myself, and not to stress over Near beating me.
A few hours passed by. I sighed. It was to boring. I stood up to get another chocolate bar. Then the door opened.
"Finally Matt, I've been so bored with out you here." There was no answer. "Matt?"
I turned around and saw someone strange. He looked at me and smirked. His eyes were bloodshot which meant he was drunk. He fell towards me.
"Mello, Mello , Mello." He smiled as he said my name. I felt a shiver go down my spin.
"What the fuck do you want." I tried to sound as mean as I could, but I choked on the end a little bit. He just laughed at me, and grabbed my wrist.
"Let go of me you pervert." I yelled at him.
"Shh, no need to be scared time I showed you how to have fun." He pushed me on to the couch. He arched his body on top of mine. I felt scared. I had no idea what to do.
"Get off of me you pervert.", I said through my teeth. Then he slapped me straight across the face.
"Shut up and give me what I want." He said angrily.
He moved his hands under my shirt. My whole body began to shake. I tired screaming, but nothing would come out. His breath was trickling down my neck. I closed my eyes hoping this was just a nightmare, but it wasn't this was reality.
Suddenly I felt his mouth on my neck. He was sucking on my neck. Shivers went up and down my spin. I was so scared. I wish this would all just end.
Then there was a knock on the door. The man got off me and pulled me close to his face. "Listen Mello, tell anyone I'll kill the person you told got that." He forced kissed me and then threw me against the wall. By the time I was up he was gone.
It was the start of a nightmare that would never end…..
End of Flash back
That was two weeks ago, and it still happens. I haven't told a single soul. If anyone was to got killed by me I would never forgive myself, but then if I told Near it would solve my problem. The only person I didn't want involved was Matt. He was me best friend. I cared about him deeply. Fuck I might even love him.
Suddenly I heard a knock on my door. "Mello?", I familiar voice said.
"Matt you can come in you know." The door opened and there stood Matt. Dressed in that white and black stripped shirt with his goggles on his head.
"Mello, are you okay something's wrong and I know it."
I looked down trying to think of a way to trick him. "Matt I'm fine." I tried smiling at him but it hurt my mouth was sore.
"Mello.", he looked down and gave a sigh. "I know you to well what's wrong?"
"Nothing I'm just tired okay!" I yelled at him. He gave me a sympatic look then left. I hated seen Matt like this but it was the only way to keep him safe.
I turned and looked out the window. The sun was setting. "Ahh, so beautiful.", I said to myself. I laid back down on my side.
Everyday people get hurt or gets bruised, and they fade, but not with me. These bruises would fade, but they would keep coming back.
A/N so watcha think is it good enough lol well plz R&R so i know if i should keep it up or not.. more coming soon^^