Disclaimer: I do not own Durarara!

I've been dying to write a fic with these two ever since they became an official couple! XD

This fic is ShitsuoxSakuraya, the latest couple fresh from pixiv! If you have yet to discover these two then GO LOOK IT UP RIGHT NOW!

Before I start the fic, I'd like to share my thoughts on these two most recent Shizuo/Izaya counterparts, if you don't feel like reading them now or really just couldn't care less, then feel free to skip this section and move onto to the actual fic. ^^

First off, Shitsuo. Or Shitsuji!Shizuo, or Butler!Shizuo.

I've seen him around a lot before the Shitsuo/Sakuraya pairing, in fact I would usually see him with Hibiya, more than often kicking Delic in the face. But now that he has a Izaya counterpart to call his very own, my love for this character has literally exploded.

Anyway, Shitsuo is usually viewed as a calm, strong, independent character. Which (most of the time) is the way he will be in this fic. However, to me it seems like he should have a darker side to him as well. It seems like he would be very outraged by how clingy Delic is with Hibiya, yet suppress those feelings as to not upset Hibiya, resulting in him being a very unapproachable person. Closing himself off to everyone other than Hibiya. Which is why I think the ShitsuoxSakuraya pairing would be full of angst. I believe that Shitsuo feels the same 'attraction' to Sakuraya that the other Shizuo counterparts feel towards their 'Izaya's', but focuses all his attention on Hibiya, putting himself in denial that he could possibly love someone else. Which is why I love him so much.

And now, Sakuraya.

Sakuraya is the most recent of all the counterparts, given that he has just received and official name. For those of you who don't know, Sakuraya is a version of Izaya in a kimono similar to Tsugaru's. Only pink.

His personality has yet to be completely developed so there are a couple different ways that he's been portrayed. The calm and sweet version, and the mischievous 'innocent' version. Personally, I prefer the 'innocent' version. I like to portray Sakuraya as and innocent kind guy, being nice to everyone and acting aloof, when really he's a playful mischievous person. Playing tricks on people and harboring a dark side of his own. I imagine him to be similar to Izaya in the way of watching peoples reactions, not so much the evil way of causing them grief, but just a prank or too. Out of good fun. Forgive me if that doesn't make sense, I'm not entirely sure how to describe it.

Sakuraya really is a kind person, he just likes to tease people, like, of course, Shitsuo. Which in this fic, will land him in hot water later.

I'm sorry for my rambling and apologize for not making any sense. It makes sense in my head.

Summary: All his life Shitsuo believed that he loved Hibiya, believing that Hibiya would come to love him as well. His dreams are shattered once he witnesses Delic and Hibiya together one night. Feeling angry and hurt, he leaves them together and walks into the night alone, trying to sort out his own feelings. He never expected to meet such a strange person along the way though…

Nothing.

That's what I've been left with. How could this have happened? I did everything I could, I was at his every beck and call, fulfilling his wishes to the best of my ability, and yet, I failed.

Hibiya-sama.

You choose him over me? How? Why? It makes no sense. That insolent cur had practically been stalking you, harassing you every chance he could get. Constantly I chased him off, wanting nothing more that to just shove my boot right up his-!

Ah, forgive me. I don't mean to sound so irate.

I sighed, quickening my pace as I walked as far away from that place as I could, cursing that magenta eyed cretin over and over within the confines of my mind. Seeing him hold onto Hibiya-sama like that…I couldn't take it. I had to get away.

I love Hibiya-sama. I always have, being his servant gave me the greatest satisfaction of my life. He smiled at me often, opened up and told me things he probably wouldn't tell another person, and despite being a lowly servant he treated me kinder than anyone else ever could. I gave everything to him, yet he chose another, he loves him.

Really, I should've seen it. How flustered he become around him. How often he spoke of his visits, and just the way he smiled at him. It was never a smile that he had shown me. Yet I was blind, blind to the very fact that my greatest love loved another.

I shiver slightly as the cool night air chills me to my very core, as if reminding me just how alone I was. The road is dark, the street lamps giving off little light as a few flickered uncontrollably. I don't have a destination in mind, in fact, I left there fully intending not to return. What a silly thought, anger truly does affect ones mind.

Sighing for the millionth time, I stop for a brief moment, staring at the ground for what seemed like an eternity.

I cannot simply abandon Hibiya-sama, whether he loves that buffoon or not, he is still my master and I have sworn to serve him. I will not go back on that vow.

I considered for a moment to simply go back, and go to sleep, but just as soon as the idea entered my mind, it vanished. I can't ignore the vile things that that idiot could possibly be doing to Hibiya-sama right now.

….Goddamn it.

I shook my head, willing the images to disappear before I lose my mind, and as I began walking once again, I settled on the idea of simply getting drunk. Honestly out of everything that seems to be the most appealing.

Practically storming down the dark street, thoughts of those two together at this very moment plagued my mind, turning my vision red with unadulterated rage. Getting drunk really is my best option.

How dare that Delic, ruining the life I could've had together with Hibiya-sama!

"Oof!"

I heard a yelp as something collided with my chest, knocking whoever it was that had just run into me onto the cold damp street.

I stared for a moment, trying to make out the shape of this person through the darkness, before sighing in irritation. I knelt down, offering a hand to this person as they groaned, sitting up and grabbing my hand. I pulled until we were standing up straight, lightly dusting off their shoulders for any dirt that may have clung to the silky fabric.

"Are you alright?" I asked in my usual stoic voice.

"I lost my sandal…" A male voice mumbled back, sounding similar to Hibiya-sama's.

My eyebrow twitched. This irritating twit! You really think it could be lost? You fell a total 2 and a half feet away, it isn't lost!

Officially deciding that I need to calm down, I sighed, bending down and plucking the sandal from the ground.

"Here you go-"

My breathe hitched as I gazed at the person in front of me, I admit I must have looked stupid, but the utter surprise I felt at this moment should be reason enough for that.

Staring back at me was a pair of bright pink eyes, instinctively the first persons that came to mind was Psyche, but no. With a face similar to Hibiya-sama, this person stared at me, curiosity shinning in his eyes as he watched my every movement.

"H-Here you are…" I said, handing the sandal to him.

Raising his Kimono covered hand to his mouth; a light blush crossed his face, followed by what almost seemed like a pout.

"I think I sprained my ankle…" He admitted embarrassedly.

I admit I feel rather guilty now.

I watched him intently. The fact that he looks so similar to Hibiya-sama shouldn't surprise me, after all, Psyche and Roppi-san share that same face as well. Yet…there's something different. He wore clothing similar to that of Tsugaru's, but I'm sure that's not the reason for my speechlessness. There was just something…odd.

Shaking my head, I returned my attention towards the odd person in front of me, reaching my arm out and snaking it around his torso, lifting his arm up over my head.

"Sorry about this." I said, taking a mental note of how light this person seemed to be.

He nodded his head quickly, the blush on his face intensifying as I held him close.

Within a matter of minutes we arrived at a small store, the florescent lighting causing his snow white skin to glow a faint blue.

Setting him down on the bench outside the establishment, I knelt in front of him, gently lifting his foot the way I would for Hibiya-sama, and slowly slipping the sandal onto his foot, being sure not to cause him any sort of pain as I did. Looking up at him once more, I almost chuckled at how flustered he had become from such a simple action. His face turning a deep shade of red as I stood in front of him.

"Th-Thank you…" He mumbled quietly.

I chuckled lightly, my mood lightening considerably as I spoke to the shy man in front of me.

"You're welcome." I said. "Though I should really be apologizing. I hurt you after all."

He looked up suddenly, scratching the back of his head guilty, before giving me an embarrassed smile.

"I'm…not really hurt, ha-ha…"

….Goodbye good mood.

I scowled bitterly, maybe a little more than I should have.

"You lied?" I spat angrily, not caring how quickly I became angry with this person I don't even know.

"I-I'm sorry…I was just joking, I didn't think you'd try to carry me this far…"

Restraining the urge to hit him as hard as I possibly could, I turned on my heels, and walked away. Not sparing a second glance at the unfortunate trickster sitting confused behind me.

Author's Note's:

Wow, this took me so long to write! XD I've really been dying to write a fic with these two, they're just such and adorable couple! I won't say any of my thoughts on this chapter, instead, what do you guys think? Should I continue?