I am what i am i guess i believe i am. I shouldn't have been playing so much with the nitrogen because im completly fucked face. Been the longest since i felt this way but it's the only way i can make myself feel as if i'm still back on earth.

I don't even know what i'm doing out here some type of mission for NASA but you know fuck them, i want to be out here having fun. Because who gets the chance to go out to marz and try to start a new civilization i mean it isn't that hard all you gotta do is get a girl crack them and you got yourself a baby momma. But then you got all this science shit with the gravity completely changing everything completely different from earth. Why couldn't it all be the same in the galaxy or whatever. But gotta admit the gadgets i get to fuck with are raw, i mean i got some shit called the MVA you must be like the fuck is that well it's a Spaceship i don't know why they make shit complicated naming it like that. It's fun sometimes up here but damn it's hella work with all the experimenting and having to send new information back to work its like you know times we don't find new info so fuck are we supposed to send back. They steady be on or asses making us find new things, there ain't much on this dry ass planet. I mean if only they brought their asses over here and tried to see how big as fuck this planet is then they will understand that the struggle is real. A storm is waiting on to hit just wait on them motherfuckers to inform us if we can abort

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Damn booty ass bitches i swear. I don't know what happen, all i remember was the satellite dish coming towards and bam im k o. I got a shit load of blood from the looks of it the satellite passed right next to me cutting through me a bit but all good blood has dried up and with the help of my suit it dried it quicker. I got a first aid kit i'll patch it back up on the quicks shit about to hurt though. The MAV and these fuckers are gone like wow how they going to leave me like that. Antenna is gone too so maybe that gave them the idea i was dead but no i'm alive bitches. What do i do now i have food just for 31 one days i got the Hab but no way to communicate with Earth. Im fucked im faceass fucked.