A/N: Erm, just a short, angsty little thing I wrote a while back. Technically it is meant to be Kakashi/Yamato, but really, the wording is vague enough for it to be anybody you want it to be. I just had that specific pairing in mind when I wrote it. So, I hope enjoy it!
Who do you think about when we're together? I know it is not me. Despite your actions I can still see the cold distance in your eyes. Even in the midst of passion, with your face finally bared to me, you still wear a mask, never fully revealing yourself. Every time you come to me, I tell myself that this will finally be the last time. But every time you manage to say just the right thing to keep me hooked, unable to imagine living without this. I'm really starting to hate myself for it. Strangely, it has never occurred to me to hate you. It could never be your fault, you, the one who is the closest to being perfect of anyone I know, the one who is loved and respected by so many. I wonder what all those people would think if they knew about us. Of course, by your reckoning there probably isn't even an 'us', no matter how much I may want there to be. I think these things and know that this is wrong, that I should leave, but all logic fades when I'm in your presence. But still I cannot help but wonder who you think about when we're together, because all I can think about is you.
A/N: So, there that is. If you have anything at all you want to say about it, just say it! I don't care how mean it is! Please just review! (Yes, I'm desperate!) Anyhoo... I guess I'll see you next time! (If there is a next time.)
-Schizo out!
