That smiling face we will never see again

The lonely strive to achieve what we seek

Shutting out even the most friendliest doors

This is something that we must do to keep moving forward.

Some say that we are delusional and that we need to give up our quest

Others say that we need to tell them so that they can help

They just don't understand

This is our burden to bear.

True knowledge is the burden we bare

For there is nothing more painful than to be so close but so far

The part of me that must keep going

Is it the part of me that must also hold back?

Small as we are there are things in this world larger than we are able

But many that we carry anyway.

That is the cost that we must pay to achieve what we seek

To carry the work of the scientist

To defy God's will

And to go against human nature

To reverse the cycle and disrupt the place from which we came.

To hold the Philosophers stone in our hands

This may all be in vain

But there are things that we must strive for that may not exist

This is the pain that we share.

The small country house that we burned down

It took all those small memories with them

And closed them off for another day

Though to keep moving forward you must lock away you're past

This one is worth dragging with us.