The Hardest Button To Button, a degrassi fanfic

A/N: Sudden inspiration to write this. So here's my disclaimer: I don't own Degrassi. I fucking wish I did, but I don't. I don't own the song 'Maps' by the Yeah Yeah Yeahs, but it is a good song. But I do own this plot line, and if you steal it, you will be stealing for my little emo heart. I really like writing song fics so when I finish Celebrity Skin (which doesn't seem to be happening because I'm having major writers block) and Walking Contradiction I think I'll write another story with an OFC and Craig and it'll be a song fic. -Amanda

Pack up

I've strayed

Enough

Oh, say say say

I pack up my things, preparing myself to go. I take my pictures, looking at each one for a long time. The last one is of him, the guy I've wanted forever. He's got my best friend. When they got together, I pretended to be happy. Wouldn't you if you couldn't let anyone know that you were in love with your best friend?

Wait, they don't love you like I love you

Ma-a-a-a-ps, wait!

They don't love you like I love you

So then I started cutting to get him off my mind. I couldn't handle the fact that he was dating my best friend. And then I hooked up with Sean Cameron. Sean Cameron… he left me too. There was the fact that Rick Murray decided to shoot up the fucking school. And his stupid mistake to forgive his fucking drunk parents left me here alone, with a fucking ferret, in this apartment, with barely enough money to pay the rent. I hate him. I hate Sean Hope Cameron.

Made off

Don't stray

My kind's your kind

I'll stay the same

And Ashley's not even his type. She's too mopey. He wrote that stupid fucking song about her. No one's wrote a stupid fucking song about me. And now that they've gotten back together, I'm just going to smile and look happy. He doesn't know. He doesn't need to know. He doesn't know me. He doesn't notice me, either.

Pack up

Don't stray

Oh, say say say

I'm thinking about that one time when I was at Craig's house, waiting for Marco. This was when Craig and Ashley had broken up for the first time. Marco had left early, but Craig was there. He sat next to me and we talked for hours. He talked about Ashley, I talked about Sean. And he kissed me. We kissed. It was the most memorable thing I've ever experienced. Now I'm standing here in front of his house, and I walk up the walkway to see him.

Wait! they don't love you like i love you

Ma-a-a-aps, wait!

They don't love you like i love you

I knocked on the door, waited and then ran away. I can't see him with her. Not again.