Restless Tears
Why won't my heart accept it?
When my brain clearly has
For she was his first love
And I was only a backup plan
All she wants to do is kill him
But he loves her anyway
All I do is love him
But he just pushes me away
I help him in battles
And through his toughest pains
She collects the souls of
Those who only seek rest
I do not understand why he loves
A despicable creature as she
Maybe because she was the first
To show him kindness
But she wanted to change him
For her own selfish needs
So she would not have the burden
Of being the guardian no longer
And when they were tricked
By the spider demon Naraku
She died and went to hell
While he continued to live
Upon her resurrection
She wanted revenge
Even after learning the truth
She still wants revenge
Her and I are the same
And we are not
For I look like her
And maybe that is why he keeps me
But I love Inuyasha
And she despises him
Her gaze is lifeless
And body made of soil
While I am alive
And try to make the best
To help him collect the shards
For his own desires
I can't stand them
By the God Tree now
For he knows I am here
But simply ignores the tears
This pain has been hurting
Longer now than it has seems
I can not remember a time
When it did not rest
Gods strike me now
I can not take it much longer
For if you don't I will
Be gone in a matter of weeks
But I can't even ask
For your help
You created her first
And made her the best
While I came second
Only a messed up copy
Of her once beautiful self
That will receive no love
One day I hope Kikyo
Rests in peace
And Inuyasha and I
To be together forever
But I can not be selfish
For Kikyo is just that
I may wish he love me
But his happiness is what matters
Why won't my heart accept it?
When my brain clearly has
For she was his first and only love
While I will always be the backup plan...
Lovely Winds ' Lovely Seas