You said you were my best friend. That you would always be there for me, and you were, most of the time. When I really needed you, you ignored my calls, you wouldn't get on Facebook, you wouldn't even talk to me when I left a voice- mail on your phone crying.
I listen to you, no matter what it is. Always, and I tell you that I always will. Yeah, you told me the same thing. But do you want to know the difference between us? I wasn't lying. I needed you, and you weren't there for me.
I tell you everything, and I want you to trust me that you can tell me everything, you don't. Oh no, you tell your precious girlfriend every thing that's bad in your life and expect her to make it go away. News flash, she's not always going to be there. And if you don't watch your back, I might not be either. I hope she breaks up with you so I can tell you how right I was about her not caring; about her just wanting to see what your reaction was going to be. She broke up with you for 3 freaking hours! When are you going to realize that she doesn't care? Everyone else has, now it's your turn.
You told me that I could call you at 3 in the morning and you answer and listen to me. I called you at 7 at night. You didn't answer what if I did need you at 3 in the morning? Simple answer, you wouldn't have been there for me. I'm glad I found out the easy way.
I hope you're happy with yourself. Ruining a friendship the way you did? I'm sure you are. I'm sure you're going to run and tell your girlfriend all about how you made me cry and didn't care. I hope you're proud. I mean who wouldn't be? You just turned into a total jerk and didn't even think about my feelings.
You told me that you considered cutting. And your girlfriend was the only reason you haven't. You told me she was, special. Well let's see how special she is when she's telling you that you two should see other people. Do you realize how terrible that made me feel? I totally failed you as a friend if I couldn't help you. Well, I'm not going to fail anymore, considering we aren't friends.
All I can tell you is good luck. Oh wait you don't need it because you have such a special girlfriend that will never not listen to you, that will never not want to talk to you, and that will always be there for you. Well it looks like we had something in common; I thought the same thing about you.
And to think, I actually thought I was in love with you.