Have you ever just felt the need to get outside to breathe in some delicious air? Well, I do, right at this fucking moment too. I want to run to where the woods are, that's my sanctuary from life. The only sounds are the sweet tunes of birds that make you want to sleep forever.

Sleep forever is what I want to do after hearing what I did. My sweet, innocent, caring little brother is marrying that macho, German, potato bastard. I want to puke just thinking about it.

So here I am running to the forest, as fast as my legs can carry me (which is pretty fast). I feel like a deer running with my herd, except I am all alone with my thoughts.

When I finally get to MY tree, I sit down panting for air and take in the beauty surrounding me.
There is a canopy of bright green leaves above my head, the softest moss beneath my fingers, little animals scurrying about. I could die peacefully here. Instead I fall asleep.

In my dreams, the world is perfect. Feliciano isn't marrying that bastard, Nonno would care for me, and most of all someone could actually love my horrible ass self.

I return to reality while the sun is starting to set I get up to stretch and look around something seems off. "Whatever I don't give a fuck." I say and turn around ready to go home.

Snap. I freeze and feel a shiver run down my spine. I close one eye and slowly turn around expecting something horrific to jump out at me. But, to my surprise it was just that old buck that comes around once in a while.

I know it sounds crazy, but this buck is one of my only friends. Besides Elizibeta, Bella, Kiku, and Feliciano, who I really don't want to think about right now. They are the only people who are able to stand this emotional and mental chaos that I am.

I walk up to the buck and slowly place my hand on his head to pet him. He has the softest fur I have ever felt.

I back away to look at him, "you know, it would be horrible if someone was to hunt and kill you." He just snorts and I laugh.

Suddenly he pulls away and looks around frightened.

"Hey, calm down it's going to be alright!" I run forward to him, which was a fucking stupid idea.

He reared back and started snorting. Then he charged at me.

Pain. The only thing I could register as I was thrown forcefully onto the ground. I looked down and nearly fainted. One of his antlers was stuck in my stomach. He yanked it out along with my blood and ran off.

I tried to sit up, but it was futile. It felt like the hole in my stomach was on fire. I could feel myself getting weaker and weaker.

"Help, help me...please..." I pleaded to the sky knowing no one would come to help me. Dread was all I could feel. At least I knew I was going to die at my favorite place in the world. I closed my eyes.

"Hey, are you okay?" I heard someone calling to me, I opened my eyes a little bit.

A man wearing cameo came running over and kneeled down next to me gasping at the tear in my stomach.

I looked up into his beautiful emerald green eyes filled with concern and worry. He smiled a smile so radiant it was like looking at the sun. "Don't worry I'll help you, mi amigo."

Even though this stranger was trying to keep me alive I was still my old bastardly self. "Yeah right you damn motherfucker."

He looked down somewhat startled and said something I couldn't quite comprehend. The last thing I remember was a flash of bright green.

Then the world went black and I knew I was going someplace special.