Hi its hades-chan here just to tell you reality is stranger then fiction.

I don't own loveless. I just know how it feels to be in Ritsuka's place.

welcome understanding

Chapter 1

it had been two months since Ritsuka had come to the class and then a new student was transferring in.

Shinonome -sensei walked in with the silver haired girl. But the fact that she was new or the odd color of her hair wasn't what made the class gasp it was the way she was dressed a black ripped t-shirt that looked like a belly shirt but the bandages wrapped around her stumic made it look like she had two shirt on and her ripped jeans had bandages under them to even her arms. "class this it nanata Aya please take care of her okay"-Shinome-sensei said cheerfully we'll the class just stared "Aya-chan you can sit next to Ritsuka-kun, please raise your hand" aya nodded before walking to her seat. Yuiko looked at aya before asking Ritsuka-kun if he can read the letters carver in her wrist from where her bandage had loosen reviling skin and the carving together "it says hopeless" Ritsuka saw the silver haired girl jump as he said the word, before he realized no way she's a spell user Ritsuka stared at her wide eyed the whole class she didn't speak or answer any question. Then lunch came and as one of the boys from the class walked up to her she stiffened "hey Aya-chan why do you have so many bandages are you trying to be a mummy"aya stayed silence before turning her head away from the group of boys that joined the one in front of her "hey he's asking you something" another boy snapped "yeah, so answer" a boy with black hair snapped grasp aya's arm and forcing her to show her face there was a patch over her left eye and tears of fear falling down her right cheek the boys frowned before apologizing and releasing her arm, once she was free she ran almost hitting two girls that were returning. "sorry but I'm going after her" Ritsuka sighed before stopping Yuiko from getting up."no I'll go" and off he went. It wasn't hard for him to find aya. She was curled up in a ball under the stairs " Aya-chan your different then most of the spell users I've met" aya looked at Ritsuka scared before muttering " are you going to hurt me too" Ritsuka raised and eye brow at the question "no why are you even asking" Aya started to tear before crawling a little out "cause I'm not suppose to existed"Ritsuka frowned before asking " why not" Aya crawled all the way out before standing up and gripping her jeans "I'm the only one that is both a fighter and sacrifice" Ritsuka mouth dropped "that strange" it came out more as a question then a fact Aya started giggling "so are all the wounds from being attacked by spell users" Aya stopped giggling and started to frown "no my father" "oh sorry, if it makes you feel like your not alone my mom's the same minis the face she avoids my face" aya hugged Ritsuka biting her lip "sorry joined, sorry" Ritsuka couldn't help giving aya a confused look before her mouth opened screaming "we're going to be late" surprising the him and she grabbed his hand racing back to class just barely making it. Yuiko was the only person to run up to the two and smile "safe, Aya-chan Yuiko want to be friends" aya looked at Ritsuka "she has no ill intent" aya smiled before grabbing Yuiko's hand "okay Yuiko-chan" Yuiko smiled before wrapping her arms around Aya's neck, the teacher walked in after signaling to return to their seats.

The three walked to the school gate where a blonde headed adult was standing smoking.

"Soubi I said no smoking in front of the school" Ritsuka yell taking the cigaret from him and throwing it to the ground stepping on it. Soubi smiled well Ritsuka started to blush.

"bye Ritsuka-kun, Soubi-san. See you tomorrow Aya-chan" aya waved as Yuiko left the three behind and went home."so who's this" Soubi asked Aya flinch before looking down and hiding behind Ritsuka

"he's beloved fighter whats he doing with you joined" aya asked gripping Ritsuka's shirt. Ritsuka couldn't help signing "Soubi this is nanata Aya, she's a long story can we head to your apartment first"

Soubi nodded before heading in the direction of his apartment followed by Ritsuka and Aya.

They made it to Soubi's apartment as he opened the door Natsuo and Youji jumped on Soubi screaming "welcome back" Ritsuka and Aya stared at the three males on the floor before the two boys looked up at Aya and then looked at each other "she's a spell user eh Youji" Natsuo smiled

"i think your right Nastuo" Youji smirked. Soubi looked startled by the news. Ritsuka flinched as the older male's eye met his

"loveless how did you find her she's weak" Youji teased. Aya's visible eye grow cold

"bind, retain the pain" Youji hit the floor before staring at her in shock

"I'm not weak Ritsu-sensei said I'm not" Ritsuka rubbed the now crying silver haired girl ear before the spell broke " I can fight alone, joined and beloved can to but they can have a partner"

she looked up at Ritsuka before looking at Soubi

"your one of Ristu-sensei's students " Aya went pale at the look Soubi was giving her, Ritsuka could see the fear on her face as her wounds started to bleed again

. "enough, I made Aya come cause she's been bleeding since she walked in to the classroom, she sucks at fixing her wounds so you can ask later get the bandages now" he screamed forcing Aya to sit and everyone else to snap out of their trans and do as he said.

Ritsuka made Soubi fix up the wounds "so he hasn't changed" Soubi said looking at the gases in Aya's arm "daddy said soon my ears too" Aya muttered with tears falling from her good eye. Soubi stopped removing the blood soaked bandage to reach out and pat her on the head when she pulled back fear clearly carved across her face

"I'm not going to hurt you, why did you say daddy instead of Ristu-sensei"

Aya looked down before speaking "he's my daddy but he wants to take my ears" Aya couldn't hold back the whimper in her voice as Soubi finished changing her bandages.

"so he still a bastard in my book" Natsuo and Youji said in sync.

Ritsuka frowned at the two before looking back at Aya

"Aya-chan why do you call me joined and what was that about me not needing a fighter"

Aya couldn't look Ritsuka in the eyes

"I can't have a fighter or a sacrifice my powers can't be shared , but you have the ability to share with a fighter or you can fight by your self, you are joined I can see your name and erase it if I want" Soubi glared at Aya before she jumped up and ran behind Ritsuka

"I can made you a blank again and change your name too"

"wait you can make Soubi have the same name as me" Aya looked sad

"that would be hard, do you like loveless or joined better"everyone gave the young girl strange looks

"um, what do I have two names" Aya nodded before looking at Soubi

"daddy made me be born with three so I'm different then you all I'm also boundless and godless on top of hopeless, daddy thought he could use me to replace auntie" Soubi looked at Aya with pity

"so he still wants my mother back" Aya looked at him wide eyed "your auntie son, daddy said you were died, but I remember hearing your voice once were you at daddy's house four years ago"

Soubi looked ready to throw up

"wait now I remember your the boy that I help escape from daddy after he took your ears"

everyone looked from Soubi to Aya and back again.

"okay I think is a good time to do homework Aya did you understand it" Ritsuka asked trying to change the topic "oh I'm finished, I did it in cla.." Aya turned pale falling to her knees grabbing her head just before everyone else sensed it a spell user and a powerful one too. Aya grabbed her bag and ran out screaming "bye" as they went to the window and watch as a man grabbed her arm and hit her dragging her away.

"soubi how bad it this ritsu-sensei your two were talking about" soubi grabbed ritsuka and pulled him in to a huge "he's beyond evil."

what you all think