I've been watching CNN almost every spare moment I have for the past few days now; the TV is out (DAMN it!) so I can't watch the World News anymore until it's fixed. (Again, DAMN IT!)
Since I had no way of continuing, I decided to see if anyone had, I don't know, written about it yet. I saw, maybe, one or two things total surrounding it. It's just… horrifying, the things that are happening as I write this. Again, I find myself wondering why humans tend to be so cruel… wondering why it always ends in violence… wondering how people killing one another can bear calling themselves humans when the things they are doing are so inhumane. This is, quite obviously, very different than my usual comedies and romances… But how can I not do this? I can't do anything about the fighting… This is the only thing I'm capable of doing right now to sympathize with them all. Even if it hurts, I don't think I could call myself human if I didn't do something. I still feel bitter that this is all I can do…
The countries watched in horror. World leaders busied themselves trying to help… but nobody truly knew what the outcome of it all would be.
Egypt was frozen, watching his people, truly terrified. He watched with anguish and pain what he wanted so badly to end. He watched his people fight, and watched them die. He felt like he may as well have been coughing up blood… For all he or anyone else knew, he might end up doing just that. He wanted nothing more than to end all the violence, to end all the pain they surely felt. People being beaten, shot, and few were purposely run over… His people, fighting like animals. Killing one another. Germany had watched him, watched his pain, he himself traumatized by events he himself had taken part in, events he was petrified at the thought of having to see again. He didn't want to see another dictatorship. No, nobody did. America and other countries were all working to help, but nobody had any way of knowing how it all would end.
I had to stop there… God, I'm just… horrified. I'm shaking… Why are people... so…?
I'll write more in a few days…
